kristy's blog: "Fantasy"

Have you ever wondered why we are the way we are, for example I wonder why I love to dress up as a women, I love everything about it, then when I'm dressed why am I attracted to men 

I was a young boy of 10, sneaking and wearing my mom and sisters clothes, wearing everything I could get away with not understanding why I loved to be in their clothes, I had been doing this for years.....

My dad, older brother and I use to go to the slot car track once a week to race cars on this electric track, it was there it happened, there was an older young man that came in and raced, he and I would talk all the time some where I must have slipped and said something I shouldn't have. Since we were usually there for several hours on one night he told me he was going to grab a bit to eat and asked if I wanted to ride, I thought it would be a good break, and my dad said yes, so we left in his car, he pulled through and got fast food, we talked, after he drove down the road to an empty parking and pulled in, puzzled I started to say something and he stopped me to tell me he was going to eat. He smiled and started to eat and stopped, looked at me and said sorry are you hungry, I smiled and said kind of, he sat he sandwich down, and took his pants down, leaving his underwear on, he looked at me and smiled, then looked down, he took my hand and slip it in his underwear, I know he saw the panic in my eyes, the problem, I liked what I felt, I saw him smile, he finished eating and we drove back to the race track, I couldn't concentrate all night. As the days went by all I thought about was holding it in my hand, then one day walking home from school he drove up next  to me, ask if he could give me a ride home, smiling I said yes and got in, he offered me a drink of water and we made small talk, then I must have fallen asleep, when I woke I was bound and in a trunk, the vehicle drove for hours when it finally stopped and the trunk opened he picked me up and took me into a building, he took me and layed me down and tied me to a bed, he removed the gag and mask so I could see, I asked him what he was doing and he told me to be silent. he pulled a chair up and sat next to me, I told him I had to get home, he smiled and told me this was my home now, puzzled I said what, he began, you're new name is Kristy, as he stood he un bound me, told me to undress as he stood there, I slowly removed my shoes, shirt and pants, he laughed and said everything, I took off my socks and underwear, he took them and put them in a bag, he then walked up close to me and put a collar on me, it was beeping, he told me there was a new set of close in the top drawer, to get dressed and come out and sit at the table, then I will explain everything to you.....He took the bag and left the room, I saw a mirror and walked over looking at the collar, I wasn't able to remove it, the light blinking with every low beep, and a hook on the back side, I walked back to the bed and sat down, OMGosh I thought what is happening, I sat there for a few minutes until I heard him say move it along, then I walked over to the drawer and opened it, my eyes widened and I stumbled back, sitting down again on the bed, I put my hands to my head, starting to cry, again I heard him say don't make me say it again, I didn't know what to do, I stood up and walked over pulling out the clothes, on top was a very pink nightgown, with a black bra and panties, then white pantyhose with a pair of slippers, I took them and laid them on the bed beside me, crying I slowly got dressed, I love putting them on however not like this, what would everyone say if they saw me, what is he doing.

I stood and walk out of the room, it was a large room with a table in off to one side, in the corner was a fire place burning, I saw a few windows with dark shades on them. There was a hall leading down to other rooms, he smiled and told me to walk over in front of him, as I approached he told me to stop, he was staring at me, standing there in a pink nightgown, I stood there for what seemed like forever, then he finally told me to turn slowly in a circle, slowly and I'll tell you when to stop. After a few turns he told me to stop, and come sit on his lap, I stood there frozen, after a few minutes he told me again, slowly I walked over and sat on his lap, his pants were poking me, his hands started to move all over me, I was shaken so bad, also I kind of liked it, sitting there dressed on his lap, then he stopped and told me to lay over his lap, puzzled slowly I moved laying over his legs, I felt his hands on my rear, my back, moving down my legs then it all stopped. SMACK, I jumped as my bottom rang with a sting, his hands grabbed me and held me, he told me to stop moving, crying I asked what did I do, he told me he will only ask me once to do something, if I wait or hesitate I will be punish, SMACK, my hands went to cover my bottom, he laughed, and told me that is 2, you will count each one, and if you try and move, cover up or stop counting I'll start over, do you understand, nodding I said yes, SMACK, crying trying not to reach around I heard him say ok, we'll start over, SMACK crying I said 1, SMACK, I said 2, SMACK, I said 3, SMACK, I said 4, I could hear him laughing as I counted, SMACK, I said 5, Stopping he told me to stand, my bottom was hurting, he looked at me and said rule one, I only ask once, do you understand, Yes I said, he smiled and told me, yes Master, crying I told him yes master, he told me to take a seat next to him, the chair was hard, as I sat down he could hear me whimpering. He stood and walked to the counter, there he uncover two plates, walking them over and sitting down. He smiled and said we'll eat and you'll hear the rest of the rules...

As we sat there he explain the simply rules, I will only ask once, a second time will be punishment, the collar cant be removed as it's locked, and set with a perimeter around the house, if I move past it, it will shock and decrease in size choking me, you will wear what I set out for you, when sitting you sit like a girl, legs crossed, you'll learn to apply makeup, shave and lotion to be smooth and soft, baths only and you will always sit using the toilet, you will take several pills that I set out every morning, he said they were vitamins, this meal is on me, tomorrow you will clean, cook and do laundry or whatever else is needed, we will piece both your ears and in time your tongue, when I tell you something, your will answer with, "YES SIR" do you understand theses rules, yes sir, good, I will have the rest for you tomorrow, in the morning we will start you training and new life, with so many more changes to come, tonight and tonight only you will sleep in that room, after tonight you will be in my bed, now go as you will need your rest for tomorrow, yes sir, I stood and walked slowly over to the door as I heard him say leave the door open Kristy, I went in and laid on the bed, crying......