When you have dreamed a thousand dreams,
And one after another oppose each other..
Took day after day and waited forever it seems,
Just each night being harder and a continuous smother.
My smile mistaken for happiness not fear,
Behind my eyes I was forsaking all to come..
Pain and misery almost too much to bare,
Not realizing what was it all to become.
Alone shall I walk into my dying days,
No more do I have for one to take..
Inside dormant there it shall stay,
I am done with a life I can not make....
Blessed Be!
10-29-09