Black Hearted Angel the Soulless One's blog: "Evanescence Lyrics"

Sparkling grey Through my own veins Any more than a whisper Any sudden movement of my heart And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away Just get through this day Give up your way, you could be anything, Give up my way, and lose myself, not today That's too much guilt to pay Sickened in the sun You dare tell me you love me But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way You're just so pretty in your pain Give up my way, and I could be anything I'll make my own way Without your senseless hate....hate...hate.....hate So run, run, run And hate me, if it feels good I can't hear your screams anymore You lied to me But I'm older now And I'm not buying baby Demanding my response Don't bother breaking the door down I found my way out And you'll never hurt me again

Under your spell again I can't say no to you crave my heart and its bleeding in your hand I can't say no to you Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly now I can't let go of this dream I can't breathe but I feel Good enough I feel good enough for you Drink up sweet decadence I can't say no to you and I've completely lost myself and I don't mind I can't say no to you Shouldn't have let you conquer me completely now I can't let go of this dream can't believe that I feel Good enough I feel good enough its been such a long time coming, but I feel good and I'm still waiting for the rain to fall pour real life down on me cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough am I good enough for you to love me too? so take care what you ask of me cause I can't say no

All that I'm living for all that I'm dying for all that I can't ignore alone at night I can feel the night beginning separate me from the living understanding me after all I've seen piecing every thought together find the words to make me better if I only knew how to pull myself apart All that I'm living for all that I'm dying for all that I can't ignore alone at night all that I'm wanted for although I wanted more lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me I believe that dreams are sacred take my darkest fears and play them like a lullaby like a reason why like a play of my obsessions make me understand the lesson so I'll find myself so I wont be lost again All that I'm living for all that I'm dying for all that I can't ignore alone at night all that I'm wanted for although I wanted more lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me to be the one I could have run forever but how for would I have come without mourning your love? All that I'm living for all that I'm dying for all that I can't ignore alone at night all that I'm wanted for although I wanted more lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me should it hurt to love you? should I feel like I do? should I lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me

I can't see your star I can't see your star though I patiently waited, bedside, for the death of today I can't see your star the mechanical lights of Lisbon frightened it away and I'm alone now me and all I stood for we're wandering now all in parts in pieces, swim lonely find your own way out I can't see your star I can't see your star how can the darkness feel so wrong? and I'm alone now me and all I stood for we're wandering now all in parts in pieces, swim lonely find your own way out So far away its growing colder without your love why can't you feel me calling your name? can't break the silence its breaking me all my fears turn to rage and I'm alone now me and all I stood for we're wandering now all in parts and pieces, swim lonely find your own way out nothing why fighting for we're wandering now all in parts and pieces, swim lonely find your own way out

When they all come crashing down- midflight you know you're not the only one when they're so alone they find a back door out of life you know you're not the only one We're all grieving lost and bleeding All our lives we've been waiting for someone to call our leader all your lies I'm not believing heaven shine a light down on me So afraid to open your eyes- hypnotized you know you're not the only one never understood this life and you're right I don't deserve but you know I'm not the only one We're all grieving lost and bleeding All our lives we've been waiting for someone to call our leader all your lies I'm not believing heaven shine a light down on me Don't look down don't look into the eyes of the world beneath you don't look down, you'll fall down, you'll become their sacrifice right or wrong can't hold onto the fear that I'm lost without you if I can't feel, I'm not mine, I'm not real All our lives we've been waiting for someone to call our leader all your lies I'm not believing heaven shine a light down on me

You don't remember my name I don't really care can we play the game your way? can I really lose control? just once in my life I think it'd be nice just to lose control- just once with all the pretty flowers in the dust Mary had a lamb his eyes black as coals if we play very quiet, my lamb Mary never has to know just once in my life I think it'd be nice just to lose control- just once if I cut you down to a thing I can use I fear there will be nothing good left of you

Stay low soft, dark, and dreamless far beneath my nightmares and loneliness I hate me for breathing without you I don't want to feel anymore for you grieving for you I'm not grieving for you nothing real love can't undo and though I may have lost my way all paths lead straight to you I long to be like you lie cold in the ground like you Halo blinding wall between us melt away and leave us alone again humming, haunted somewhere out there I believe our love can see us through in death I long to be like you lie cold in the ground like you there's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you I'm coming for you You're not alone no matter what they told you you're not alone I'll be right beside you forevermore I long to be like you, sis lie cold in the ground like you did there's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you and as we lay in silent bliss I know you remember me I long to be like you lie cold in the ground like you there's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you I'm coming for you

Out on your own cold and alone again can this be what you really wanted, baby? Blame it on me set your guilt free nothing can hold you back now Now that you're gone I feel like myself again grieving the things I can't repair and willing ... to let you blame it on me and set your guilt free I don't want to hold you back now love I can't change who I am not this time, I wont lie to keep you near me and in this short life, there's no time to waste on giving up my love wasn't enough and you can blame it on me just set your guilt free, honey I don't want to hold you back now love

stoplight lock the door don't look back undress in the dark and hide from you all of you You'll never know the way your words have haunted me I can't believe you'd ask these things of me you don't know me You belong to me my snow white queen there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over soon I know you'll see you're just like me don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you Wake up in a dream frozen fear all your hands on me I can't scream I can't escape the twisted way you think of me I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep You belong to me my snow white queen there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over soon I know you'll see you're just like me don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you I can't save your life though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides You belong to me my snow white queen there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over soon I know you'll see you're just like me don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

If you want to live, let live if you want to go, let go I'm not afraid to dream- to sleep, sleep forever I don't need to touch the sky I just want to feel that high and you refuse to lift me guess it wasn't real after all guess it wasn't real all along If I fall and all is lost its where I belong If you want to live, let live if you want to go, let go I'm never gonna be your sweet, sweet surrender guess it wasn't real after all guess it wasn't real all along If I fall and all is lost no light to lead the way remember that all alone is where I belong In a dream will you give your love to me beg my broken heart to beat save my life change my mind If I fall and all is lost no light to lead the way remember that all alone is where I belong