Someone requested me to do a poem with certain aspects in it, and this is what became of it. Was written in 2008, and is pretty horrible.
In the dark and freezing cold,
No warmth or light offered,
I lie in bed and listen to
My faltering heartbeat.
Wishing that i had had
The courage,
The dependability,
The love
That you have showed me.
But I,
Banished the thought,
Abhorred the closeness,
The light to gain my
Vengeance on the man who
Betrayed my trust,
Alone,
I cried myself to sleep,
Unable to stop my aching heart
From breaking into smaller pieces.
Taking the little white pills,
Making the pain disappear,
I feel myself fading from
The world around me.
I take my last breath,
Thinking of all my regrets.
The regrets that I hadn't told you,
That I hadn't showed you
How much I love you.
And with that,
My final thought was about
How much I was going to
Miss you.