This is another poem that I wrote a long time ago . I guess I like it cause I know I could never feel this low again . All I need is one look into my three beauiful childrens eyes and I know that I will always be alright . Hopefully I am gonna write some new ones , something special and never this dark .
Dying Soul
I think of you every second of every day
and I wish you could know
Everytime I see you my heart pounds inside
and I wish you could feel it
'Cause theres a flame burnin strong
And I know it won't be long
Something has got to give
But my soul still wants to live
The tears I cry are drying
Because my soul is dying
My heart just fell out and hit the floor
and I can't hold the peices anymore
The blood inside my veins is growing cold
My heart just isnt strong enough to warm it
And now the flame is getting higher
My soul is falling off of the high wire
Tears fall from my deep blue eyes
No one hears my desperate crys
My brain is starting to give
But I still live
My soul is crying out and you dont hear
yet something keeps burning inside of me
My heart is giving in to this despair
my soul is getting weak at the knees
And now the flames are blue
They are sticking to my heart like glue
It is not gonna be much longer
Because all of me is not much stronger
When everything I am decides to give
It will be over ; I will not live
