I am not here for a popularity contest..... I have met someone who just totally blows my mind. Really, I have never connected on all levels with anyone before....kind of scary.....he he but I like it. I am who I am, and live by the morals and vaules that have been instilled in me.....and I won't change that. Just like every one else, I have felt love, happiness, failure and despair...and look I'm still living....I guess that's what makes us human. In the last few years, I have been to hell and back, but that is another story (and if you really want to know...just ask). I have also lost a very important person in my life, my hero,...which has brought me to the conclusion that life needs to be lived as if there wasn't going to be a tomorrow. This person once told me "Live life passionately...Love Deeply...Do not harbor ill feelings...and Regret nothing. Remember there is no such thing as failure, we all make mistakes and as long as the lesson is learned....You are a success. There will be nothing in life you can't do, it is your conscience decision not to want to do it. And above all remember only your heart can tell you who to love....and don't let your head talk you out of that....if you heart feels it...it is worth it..."....................