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proceed with caution i`m not sober
stumbled in drunk at 5:30 this morning
not tired so i made a pot of really strong coffee and sat on the deck smoking cigarettes and sipping coffee
watched the sky lighten as the sun crept up in the east. heavy rain clouds to the west coming in off the ocean. i watch the clouds break apart into tiny wisps and eventually disappear as they head towards the sun.
brought to mind the greek myth of icarus meeting his death flying to the sun. death has been on my mind lately.
someone i know committed suicide last fri. not a great friend but someone i`ve have had more than a few deep conversations with. took a header off a 6 story parking garage.
so if i look to the south i see a beautiful sunrise on the left and if i look to the right i see tumultous weather.
same as everyones life right? beauty or trouble are always right there. why do we decide to look one way or the other and only see that view? i`m gonna quit this now .
good morning to all who have made it this far
