Dreamee Sioux's blog: "ღஜწDreameeწஜღ"

Dreaming ... As I sit here, I think of the beauty that is sitting before me. The wonder that is you. As I close my eyes I see the stiloette that is you. Feeling the warmth of your sweet touch. As I sit here with eyes closed I sense your spirit connecting with mine as I am in sweet surrender to you. The feelings of love & passion mixed with deep caring make my heart race & beat all the more faster. As I sit here with eyes still closed I sense your soulful touch... The connection that makes us one... The place where love is immeasurable... passions beyond our wildest imagination. The place where two souls innertwine & become one, where love never ends but only continues to grow. The place where 2 hearts & souls go to grow old together... To forever love only one another... Getting lost within your loving embrace, your warm breath upon my face. Closing my eyes as I lean in & gently kiss your soft sweet lips, feeling your passion & desire. Oh my love, how you set my very soul on fire. Written By: ஜ♥ღRõbêrtãღ♥ஜ & ஜ♥ღÐãvÎdღ♥ஜ 12/01/2005 A little something written a long time ago by myself & a friend, a poem with two writers, written as one person. He wrote some & I continued to add to his writting as he continued from where I left off until we felt the poem was completed, it was intense writing with someone... so much on the same level as myself, an experience well worth experiencing.

Her pain is unbearable... The love she once knew, lost forever. Her dreams but a memory... Lost within the twisted confines of her own mind. Her tears falling endlessly... The pieces of her shattered heart strewn everywhere. Her cries of pain & agony, falling on deaf ears... Left without hope of a love ever lasting. Her smile now gone from her lips... Replaced with but a frown. She tries to understand you... How can she understand you when you wont let her near you? She loves you completly... Yet you have replaced her, within your life, mind, heart & soul. She remembers once, how you told her, she was the reason you were whole. Yet you turned & walked away from her, with her heart & her soul. She wonders, do you ever think of her? Do you miss her like she misses you? Did you ever really love her? Or was she just a mere ship passing in the night? Two lonely hearts, searching for what's right? How you could you say you love her & walk away so easily? Is this what you call love? Because no one deserves to be treated like this. Fore I am She, the one which you destroyed. You took away my smile & crushed my dreams... I prayed it wasn't over.. Even hoped we could work this out. You said you believed in us... Yet you turned & walked away without a fight. Is that what you call love? Giving up when it gets hard? How can you say you love someone, when you can walk away so easily? I'm here today simply to say... Thanks for breaking my heart & walking away. Written By: Roberta aka Dreamee

My Partner... My Friend... Pain... Sitting alone in a world of silence watching the day pass by... no one to talk to... no one there to wipe away my tears... & no one there to comfort me & tell me all will be ok... Alone in a world of utter silence... no one to hear my cries of agony... my cries of sorrow & pain never ending... Wondering if I'll ever wake... feels as if its all a dream... sitting... waiting... hoping... one day I'll wake to find myself in a world of laughter & love... I sit & beg for the end to come... as my heart slips away & the tears slowly dry... & the laughter fades to deafening silence... I've grown used to the silence... I've welcomed the monster people call... "Pain" ... I wrap him in my arms... holding him close & never letting go... knowing this is the only companion I'll ever have or ever know... He wraps me in his arms holding me ever so tightly... loving me the only way he can... keeping me close never letting me go... & even tho it hurts me so...I love him... & I'll never let go... He seems to be the only one who knows me through & through... from every broken heart... every tear drop thats fallin... every pain within my being... he knows me like no other could... "Pain" ... my lover... my friend... my partner & my soulmate through all eternity... he will forever remain with me... never deserting me... always with me... forever loving me... Written By: Roberta aka Dreamee

I Miss You .... As I gaze into the star filled night sky ... I picture you smiling at me as you say you love me ... I hear your laughter in my ear as if you where right next to me ... I feel the gentleness of your touch as you draw me near ... When I close my eyes ... I can feel your body pressed tightly to mine ... I feel your arms wrap around me ... protecting me ... loving me ... & for the moment ... being one with me ... I miss you ... I remember waking up in the middle of the night... reaching out for you... making sure you were still there... I miss you... Remembering the feel of your lips pressed to mine... our naked bodies pressed closely to one another... I miss you... Going to sleep in your arms... only to wake up in your arms or just laying next to you... I miss you... If I close my eyes and want it bad enough... I can almost smell your cologne in the air... I miss you... I sometimes wake to the sound of your voice... only to realize you're not here... it was but a dream... I miss you... Written By: Roberta

I thought Of You Today... I thought of you today as the day came to an end. I remember how you said, "With us, there is no end." We promised that no matter what, we would always remain friends. I gave you my heart & let my soul get lost in yours. I remember the little notes you left for me. Always so sweet & full of love. You made me smile so much, I forgot how to frown. When I didn't want to care any more, you gave me a reason to care. The pieces of my heart that I believed were gone forever, I found there within you. I smile at the memories we made together. Than, the tears began to fall, as I bring myself back from my past memories. The quiet sobs of heartbreak softly exscape from my lips. How could you do this to someone you say you love? How could you so easily walk away from someone you once longed to be with? Do I ever cross your mind? Do you miss me? Have you ever wondered just what you did to me? Broken promises drifting out to sea. Your loving words, but a mere fantasy? I loved you more than you ever knew, of this I am certian. For even though you broke my heart, I continue to love you, with all the tiny pieces. So you see when I told you, "I love you more." It was the truth spoken from my very heart. Every time I think of you, my heart aches even more. Whenever the tears began to fall, it's your loving words I remember. How could you say you loved me so deeply & with me is where you wanted to be, When the first sign of trouble appeared, you turned your back on me? You walked away from me, crushing my heart upon the ground. Leaving me to wonder just what I have done wrong. Love isn't about walking out the door when times get hard. Love is holding each other up as your world crumbles down. Thanks to you, I no longer smile, as this face can only frown. Written By: ღஜწDreameeწஜღ

Tears Of Sorrow... She lay awake in the dark of night Her mind & heart in a constant battle. Her tear stained face pressed against the pillow Biting her lip, trying not to cry, but the tears come. The tears becoming so very uncontrollable The sadness within her heart, making it hard for her to breath Every breath she takes hurts more deeply than the last She lays crying silently, into the dead of night Silently praying, "Please, don't let me fall in love." A prayer she whispers, as she cries herself to sleep each night. Her heart torn in two different directions One part wanting only to be loved ... The other, not wanting to take the chance of being hurt. Her heart longing only to be loved once again. Her mind telling her, "It will only cause you pain." Her heart quietly begging her to let it love. But her mind refusing to listen to the pleas of her heart. As she closes the door on her heart & turns the key in the lock Her heart screams, "I only want to love & be loved!" "Please, let me go, let me feel the heavenly bliss of true love." But she has made up her mind to build a great wall. She whispers back to her heart, "I can't, I'm afraid for you." "You love to easily & you cause us both pain." "Such pain & misery we just can't take." As her heart stays locked behind the steel door. She turns & begans to build another wall surrounding her heart. As the tears began to fall once more. She silently builds a wall that can not be torn down. No more pain, no more hurt, no more tears. "I'm sorry." She whispers as she slowly locks her heart away. "I just can't take another heart break, it would kill me." "Please, just try to forgive me." Written By: ஜ♥ღRõbêrtãღ♥ஜ aka ஜ♥ღÐrêãmêêღ♥ஜ

No More!!! Today I take a stand & say no more. No more games, no more lies, no more cheaters & no more guys! I'm tired of all your games & tired of all your lies, I'm sick of being your puppet, I'm sick of being your doormat. I've finally had enough & I won't stand for any more. Walk away from me now & I'll walk away from you, I'll dissappear from your life just as quickly as I entered. I'm sorry I was but a mere moment passing through your life. But the strings we tied that went from your heart to mine, are but a passing memorie within my hearts mind. My heart will forever feel the pain,the pain of all your games & all your lies. No more pullin me back, Just to push me away. No more promises, just so you can break them. & no more little white lies. I release you of your duties as my friend & my confidante,you are free to go & live your life, without any regret. Your name I will choose to never forget. I loved you once, without regret. You my dear, I'll never forget. Written By: ஜ¢¾ღDreameeღ¢¾ஜ

Been There ... Done That ... I lost sight of myself once, trying to make someone notice me. I only wanted him to see me, see who I am. I wanted so badly for him to love me, I lost sight of myself. I lost the person inside me that my friends loved so much. I would sit and ask myself, "Why?" "What did I do wrong?" I started looking for the faults he might have seen in me. Blaming myself for everything, even for simply being. So angry at myself for not being good enough, Perhaps not even strong enough for him to want to love me. Then I realized what love really was & is all about. Love doesn't judge anyone or ask them to change. Love is forgiving, gentel & kind, often thought of as blind. Love is having no fear, no regrets, no more lonely tomorrows Love will wash away all you sorrows & give nothing but brighter tomorrows. The road to true love & happiness is paved with heartache & sorrow, With broken hearts, shattered dreams, pain eternal or so it may seem. But in the end, there really is a brighter tomorrow. Love is what you make it & who you choose to make it with. Love is everlasting & eternal, as long as you both believe. Having faith in love is having faith in us & our hopes & dreams. Dare to believe in love, believe in us. Written By: ஜ¢¾ღDreameeღ¢¾ஜ

Where do you draw the line? When loving someone hurts more than anything When do you draw the line? When you've given all you can without getting anything in return? How do you tell them enough is enough? My heart, my mind & my soul can't take no more How do you walk away from the hurt without guilt When the love no longer outweights the pain? But your mind knows, it's time to let go But your heart refuses to move on How do you walk away from someone you love? When you promised to never let them go? I know I said I'd always be there to hold your hand But I feel we are both heading in seperate directions We both some how lost sight of one another Slowly taking steps away from each other Not noticeing the distance, Not caring about the time When we turned around, the other was no where to be found Where do we draw the line? When do we let go? How do you walk away, without your heart & soul Leaving behind the only one who made you feel whole? So many question, so few answers Another day survived, yes, I'm still very much alive Where? When? Why? & How? So many questions But only you hold the answers to these questions Look deep within your heart Let your mind lead the way And you will know ... Where? When? Why? & How? Search your heart & soul & you shall know. Written By: ஜ¢¾ღDreameeღ¢¾ஜ