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marines

well just got the news my younger brother signed papers for the marines this week right this moment is her at a base doing his physical. I dont like this my older brother was a marine and just rejoined and im mad at him for that and now josh yeah right what the hell is going thru these guys mind. josh says his reasonin is he wants to go to iraq and fight for his country ok i understand BUT i dont want to have to worry every day about an attack in iraq and spend time wondering if its him if hes ok. i dont want that. AND on top of this my older brother john just informed us hes being deployed to japan with his whole family of course but that makes him on the ohter side of the country with my niece ill get to see her then shell be gone for 3years ill miss all her first her first words her first steps. ill miss it all and that sucks ive always wanted a close relationship with my nieces and nephews and one i cant see and the other isnt going to grow up knowin me yes she will know she has and aunt jackie but she wont know who i am when she finally sees me ill just be another stranger and that sucks. ive always been a family person and well my family of 5 kids and mom and dad is now 3 kids and mom and dad but one sibling doesnt talk 2 me she hates my guts, and so that leaves my younger sister thats all i have left and that sucks really sucks. i dont know im just upset and angry about this whole thing. but i know they need to do what they need to do i just pray nothing happens to any of them cuz ill fall apart i cant handle losing a sibling or a family member

take advantage

we as humans take advantage of everything we have our house over our heads, our family our friends we take advantage of it all. and we dont realize what we have until it is too late then what like i said its too late then we live in regret. Well ive realized this. Last night a fire was caught in my town. A family ive known for many years and a very close friend of my sister woke up in the hospital. His house has burnt to the ground. He has burns on his body, is going to eb ok but still. His parents both have severe burns with 60-80% of their bodies burnt. they do not know if they are going to make it. SO here this boy 17 years old, his only family is his parents who are in the hospital hanging onto thier lives, he is supposed to go home later today but where is his home?? where is he going we dont know yet, he has no other family around. This is sad. he never would have thought last ngiht going to bed that when he woke up this morning his life would be this way. I know i wouldnt have. But this makes me realize you got to tell those you love them everyday, dont let a day go by that you dont let them know it. because you dont know if there will be another chance. Appreciate all you have for it may not be there much longer. Ive realized this and i dont wnat another day to go by unfixed. I am sorry to those i have hurt, i am sorry to those i have been cruel to. I love all you who know me. i want you all to know that.know that i am there for you. i will never turn my back on you. and those of you that i have sadly your not the ones reading this so i dont know. but please dont take advantage anymore love what you have and be greatful for it.
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