wELL, MAYBE I NEED SUM ADVICE, IF YALL READ MY OTHER BLOGS THEN YALL ALREADY KNOW A LIL SUMTHIN ABOUT ME. HERE GOES, WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU ARE SO EMOTIONALLY HURT AND WITHDRAWN THAT WHEN A GOOD PERSON COMES ALONG, U PUSH THEM AWAY?? ANYONE?? GUYS LOVE TO SAY THAT WE LIKE GETTIN BEAT ECT ECT, BUT PPL DONT RELIZE IS THAT YOUR HEART GETS SO EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED AND UN ATTACHED U WANA KILL EM AND LOVE EM AT THE SAME TIME, NO US WOMEN dont LIKE BEIN BEAT, BUT WHEN A GOOD MAN FINALLY STARTS TO TREAT SUM1 RIGHT, WE ARE WONDERING WHAT THAT MANS INTENTIONS ARE THAT HES BEING SO NICE. WE DONT SEE IT (OR AT LEAST ME, TELL ME IF IM WRONG GIRLS) WE DONT SEE A GOOD MAN THAT WANTS "DAMAGED GOODS" WE WANA KNOW WHAT THEY ARE EXPECTING TO GET OUT OF HAVIN A FUCKED UP GIRLFRIEND. I DONT CHEAT, I DONT LIE, I MAY B 2 BRUTALLY HONEST AND ALL I EXPECT IN RETURN IS A 50/50 THANG GOIN AND HONESTY LOYALTY, FUCK THOSE MATERIALISTIC SHIT, IF YA NEED A MAN JUST FOR THOSE THINGS, GO BACK 2 SCHOOL!! U COULd say IM A bONNIE, LOOKIN FOR MY cLYDE..BUT I DNT THINK HE IS OUT THERE. WHY DO GUYS GET SO JEALOUS. I HAVE 2 KIDS I HAVE BEEN abused in every way possible and right now im unhappy, lonely and whatever else ya wana add on 2 that. First, i feel like none understands me. i have sum1 that treats my kids like gold, but then is so jealous, and insecure on their part its literally driving me fuckin crazy! I work, come home and take car of my kids, i dnt go out,m i dnt do anything but sit at home after work day in and day out. my kids are VERY WELL behaved. o maybe i should let yall know that neither father helps me with nothing, when i say im on my own i mean it, no1 buys me my vip, i buy it myself. me, i cant ask for those things, they are nice to get but me personally i feel better doing things on my own. i feel like imma die a lonely death i probally hang on my kids more than any1 cuz they are all i have. if any1 they are who sees the real valary!! only a few of these ppl on fubar do know the real valary or is starting to know the real valary, for that i thank u cuz yall will see im a whole nother world of OMG! didnt know that girl could b so DAMN REAL!! ID LUV YOUR FEEDBACK
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