Beautiful Angel SupportTheTroops's blog: "tired of it all"

he is leaving for a place unknown to war he is going he is leaving everyone that he knows he is leaving home how do i tell him goodbye when i don't want him to go how do i tell him my feelings when he thinks i have none how do i say goodbye to a person that was to be more then a friend i don't want him to leave me i don't want him to go he has been there for me through my hardest times my feelings grew srtonger for him with each passing day yet still i pushed him away i didn't want to be hurt all over again i didn't want to be put through the pain of losing love all over again but here i am losing a really good friend and no one can stop it i lost him once now i am about to lose him again....