Do you know how much of an impact you have on someones life? Have you ever thought about it? Truthfully...I don't think I do as much as I should. My friend/big brother Nathan and I were talking tonight...about a lot of things..but you know..we started talking about something he had heard about marilyn manson..The young man went to a youthgroup and was drawn back, wasnt "popular" Didnt go looking for friends..you know? and the youthleader didn't think anything of it and..let him be...didn't go forward to him shake his hand,try to be his friend..Years later..a friend from the youthgroup told this former leader that the boy he had known had changed his name to marilyn manson (if I spelled it wrong forgive me)...NOW wither or not this story is true...in all honesty does that matter?....I think that the point remains..and quite honestly when Nathan told me that I wanted to cry...and I had to write about it ^_^ I find it a horrid thing...that we can let people pass by because we think...they dont want us to "bother" them...It also excited me..that some of you ...if anyone reads this..that perhaps....you will do something about it..I know God has given me a heart to love people that maybe..other people would be "Afraid of" or..just not drawn to..I am =] its who I am. and I cant be anyone else...[Thats just the way it is] Perhaps Im rambling..it is 4 am...but I just..wow!!!
I suppose it just puts in my head...no more my heart I suppose that..we need to care....about other people..we need to go out of our way..to help :) to care...to show love..I mean perhaps..simple concepts..but do we do them as often as we should? I know I dont..I know for a fact I dont...=]...
Anyway..enough w/ my rambling....I just really..felt as if I needed to get that off my brain :)
Love you all!
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