when our 2 souls met I thought I was the luckiest women in the world I had found someone who loved me no matter what, and as time went by I still felt the same, but his love grew dim and the clouds of despaire moved back into my blue sky, if I could have been more worldly I could have saved my heart from breaking. In the last 8 months I have come to figure myself out I need to be loved wholeheartedly I guess I never had that n yet I would still jump in the raging waters again, to know sweet love is wonderful but to know heartache is so overwhelming. That my whole world has become dark n dismal but thats because u have left me behind left me cold n lonley. No matter what all of lifes leasons have to be learned just wish they dont have to be so painful!!!
I got this awesome man I have been crushn' on for 6 months, we used to talk everyday, every mornin it was the most wonderful experience in my whole life, to have someone that devoted but now sometimes we dont chat n he doesnt share much of his life with me, I know I'm moody n mushy but crap, should I just cut my losses n suck it up to experience or do I stay loyal n stay his lovin honeybuns? I thought when is enough, enough, n that answer is never if u love someone!!! What does my heart say? It hurts knowin what can happen, oh dear what should I do??