Deans BAbyGurl's blog: "different"

I am a woman with no nmae ...well i have a name i have always known but do not exist in the "system".I went to get my drivers license renewed and I was told my name was "flagged" whatever that means.My parents were not married when i was born they married a year after so my social has my moms maiden name and my birth certificate has my dads.So went to get it changed at the birth certificate place and they went to change it and they "accidentally"deleted all my information.what the hell!I have been trying for nearly 2 years to get it fixed and everytime i go they send me to new places I have been to 8 diff social security places and nothing.I CANT BUY CIGS,DRIVE,GO OUT OR ANYTHING.I am 23 and feel like an illegal alien.This stresses me out and gets me mad and depressed all at the same time.So if anyone has any advise im open ..pleassseee

I recently got broken up with and i thought that it was all over for me.I swore i was going to stay depressed and never get anyone else.I have came to relize that it was one of the best things that could have happened to me.I know it is wierd to say but it is sooo true.I wanted to blame it on her an hate him but i relized it was not her fault and he helped me out. I am now a stronger person and more open.I am starting to become friends with her she is a great person and she is good for him as well.This is how it is suppose to be.I have more friends now.People are telling me that i am a strong person .They are proud of me.They thought that for this being my first relationship i would be crazy and depressed now. I am far from be depressed and i have always been a bit crazy.I want to thank them both for this cuz i am happy now happier than i have felt in so long i am impressing myself and i like it.