a poem of betrayal
By dezalynd written Jan 12, 2008


Is it wrong to hate someone you used to love with all your heart?

Be content with things that never go your way.

I think its sad to try and dream some things,

you know that never will come true,

like the dream I have of always loving you.

I think I've spent too much time trying to make you see whats best for you.

When your not only hurting yourself,

your hurting me too!

I dream I used to have of us being together for all time,

is a dream I have to realize

is just a dream

and is a lie.

For you will never see past the things I did

or ask me why,

all you know is I'm still loving you

and I'm dying deep inside.

You don't seem to care

that the things I do are getting out of hand,

and I can't control my feelings for you

although your just another man.

Can't you see that this charade of ours needs to end,

so I can try to get on with this life.

If you keep on pulling me around,

give me hope

than let me go,

I don't think that I will ever find a way

to let you know.

I need to give up on loving you today,

but its too hard to do

when I'm loving you this way...