I like to sing and write music.I am 5'5/5'6 and 18 years old.I love my best friend Kat!She is like a sister to me and I dont know what I would do without her in my life!I love my homegirl Natasha,she kicks ass and has always been there for me.I wont associate myself with shit talkers and hyprocrites.I dont like veggies,I love my steak medium.I like tin roof sundae ice cream.I like cake.I'm very open with people,you can ask me anything you want and I'll respond with an honest answer because I have nothing to hide.I dont like Oceanside,I want to get out of this cock sucking shit hole as soon as I can,and move to New York.I love coffee and I would die without it.If you dont like me for whatever reason then thats not my problem,you can either learn to deal with it or fuck off.I am who I am,so dont try to change me or the things I do.Nobody is perfect.Being normal is overrated.I like to have fun and just do stupid shit.I love the colors black and red.I'm not religious,so dont try to shove religion down my throat.I only believe in myself.I dont believe in "GOD" or Jesus Christ.I like to cause destruction.I love to play with fire.I laugh when old people fall.I laugh even more when people in general get hurt,and I even laugh when I get hurt.I like pain.I'm a freak,but I dont care.I dont put lables on people or myself.I find scary movies comedies.I have been through many hardships in life that I wouldn't wish on anyone,not even my worst enemies.I have had my heart broken,been screwed over in friendships,and had been brought down about they way I live my life.Call it what you want,teen angst,overexaggerating,whatever,you don't know someone until you walk a mile in their shoes.But even then,you can't say the person is overreacting,or that they need to get over it.That's just not how it goes.I have been in plenty of relationships to know that I don't want to be in another one for a while,I want to make sure I can trust the guy first.I don't trust guys when it comes to dating.I guess I'm just afraid to take that chance again.Because everytime I let someone in,they always leave.I may not fit up to your "standards",which is fine by me,but really I have no reason to talk.Yeah my standards are high but I have my reasons for it.I am pretty much almost always desparate to find a job,it puts off coming home a little longer.I could work all day and go to school at night,and I would be the happiest person alive.I like to keep myself busy.And I love to be around a lot of people in a busy enviornment.I love the rush of it.So if there is anything else you want to know,just ask.