RoadKill's blog: "Decent women"

I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along. I'm sorry If you read this and know somebody like this but don't care But most of all I'm sorry For not being sorry anymore I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am I'm sorry I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good enough to make it in your world. I'm sorry I caught your bf with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for... I'm sorry That I told you I loved you and actually meant it. I'm sorry That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your bf was threatening you instead of spending time with my family. I'm Sorry That i cared I'm sorry that I listen to you at night talk about how you wish you could have done something different. Ladies always bitch and bitch to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies next time you're bitching, maybe look up to see who you're bitching to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?" Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

My Mom Passed Away in 2004, It was a Trying time for me because I was never without her.. Anyone whose lost someone they loved can relate to this. I hope you enjoy. I will add more in time. Final Farewell As you lie there in peaceful Sleep I lie beside you only to weep The days Grow longer And Nights Grow cold Alone without your hand to hold On the Rainy Days I feel so Blue When the Sun Shines I think of you I Wish that you were here with me But God has plans no more Suffering Your life was precious and you so sweet I pray Dear Lord her Soul to Keep I yearn for your smile your soothing touch I miss you mom so very much My precious memories of you will never end For one day Mother we will meet again.

Here it is.. My Thoughts for today... After being passed over, And Taken advantage of by women I feel and will not necessary ever become this Type of person but I must atleast leave any women that May read this with These thoughts.. Why Shold I be a Nice Guy.. Im almost 30 years old and ive been doing the same thing for the last 14 years with women...My mother Taught me that its only right to treat someone your interested in and Any woman in Particular with the upmost most respect. So I adopted these old school ways of thinking for whomever im dating or interested in Friendship wise or more.. 1. I bring flowers on a First Date. (After careful questioning I find out what they like.) 2. I BUY Dinner. (No I dont expect anything in return I do not do this for sex Never have Nor will I ever.) 3. I Always Open Car Doors Or Any Door for that matter. 4. I meet any Family or Friends they may have. (Why not talk to anyone related they have a right to know who theyre Daughter,Niece, Or Even Grand Daughter is seeing. Even for piece of mind.) 5. I Never KISS, or Hug, Or Anything Unless I know its ok. ( You know its right when its right.) 6. If I make plans or a Date I dont back out. (This is a biggy DO NOT make plans or back out its rude to anyone.) 7. I give lil gifts and Trinkets to someone I like to show im thinking of them, I try to find out hobbies etc.. And Last but not Least I try to be someones friend before ever taking it further.. There has to be a relationship in my book... Now some take advantage of this and so Ive come up with what I Think certain Guys do and certain women accept even Love.. Heres the Bad Boy .. 1. Screw the Flowers What the hell Im the Man your here to see me Not some flowers. 2. Why Should I buy Dinner? Were Equals remember Go Dutch Buy your own.. 3. Its cold out If Im drivin im stayin in a warm car get your own damn Door its enough im driving you. 4. I dont wanna meet any family why waste my time if this crap isnt gonna work out anyways. 5. Damn right Ill kiss ya If im goin out with you I want something and I better Get me some too! 6. Shit Ill see you when I see ya You Call me I aint callin you.. And ya know what? There isnt a damn ring on my Finger ill date and screw whomever I please, Your just some time I got inbetween. 7. I aint Buyin ya Shit Why should I? Wheres my Watch? Wheres my Hat? You should be happy to be with me Alright? Nuff Said.. And Last Sex Man I went out.. I did buy ya Dinner I wanna get Some.. And I want no complaints When you Fall Asleep im out of here! Well If ya read this Here it is.. Why not Tell me What you want or like.. That way I can change my way of thinking perhaps? Maybe even find the correct woman. I could be doing the wrong things or looking in the wrong places. You Be The Judge. Thanks for reading this blog!

It seems lately its becoming increasingly difficult to date and find decent people in general to be friends with. I mean come on Either your too Nice Or your An Ass.. Some like the Bad boy image others like the decent guy.. Whats a person to do? Feel Free to leave whatever comments youd like! thanks!