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Body: 1. Anal or oral? oral 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? both 3. Ice or feathers? hmmmmm.... 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 2 girls, 1 guy 5. Movie porn or live porn? neither, fucking sex!!! 6. What do you wear to bed ? what ever i please 7. Love making or hard fucking? both 8. Do you shave ? yes 9. Spit or swallow? neither... 10. Do you masturbate ? nope, it's called sex 11. Whats your turn on ? i have many 12. Whats your favorite position ? i have a few 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? depends... 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? hmmmm i can think of a few places, but most of all in a confessional 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) a while 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? both 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? well in a jeep in a parking lot.... 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? why do you want to kno? 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? MY NICK!!!!!, johnny depp, angelina jolie, chris cornell, kiera knightley, otep, and trent reznor.... and the list goes on.... 20. List one person on your friends/family/fan list you would have sex with? hmmmm i dunno... Be honest !!

Would you fuck me? 1. Would you fuck me? 2. What positions would u fuck me in? 3. Would u lick me? 4. Would u fuck me hard? 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would u let me pull ur hair while I fucked u? 7. Would u fuck me in the shower? 8. Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then fuck me? 9. Would u have 3-some with me? 10. What about me makes u want to fuck me? 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked? 12. Where would u fuck me? 13. Would u fuck me in front of people? 14. Would u fuck me again? 15. Would u mind if i fucked like a porn star?

1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fav Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me?...with tongue? 8. How freaky will you get ? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19. Do you think I'm hot? 20. If you could change anything about me? 21.would you marry me? 22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 24. What do you rate me outta 1-10?? [[1 ugly..10 fine as hell]] 25. Your phone number? send it to me

hmmm so, someone just "crushed" me, and i don't know who it is. if you're reading this, and it just so happens that you're the one who "crushed" me, please tell me. i wanna know.....

Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome/cute ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 21. SO IF you REALLY FEELIN ME LEAVE YA NUMBER (---)--- - ---- 22. what do you rate me outta 1-10(10 being best)?? 23. IF you ever cheated on me would u tell me? 24. if i ever cheated would u give me a 2nd chance

... guess what. i'm depressed, intensily so, tho i do not show it. i'm a good actress. i am in love with a person who is not in love with me, and may never be. this very rarely strays from the thoughts, and i wish that was not so. I try to find a way to get my mind off of it or to get it out of my system a bit, but alas there is not remedy...i'm suffering from writer's block at the moment.