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will its clear i will be all by myself i will never ever find anyone to love me very time i find someone they say about going for cofee or ect... i triered of all the lies from males to me and never keep there promise . do not have no atracktion with fat , aguly, ect...... i trtierd of being hurt i just wish i get my divorce then and my kids move out and my neice then i can just lock myself in my house for good and do bother nobody and nobody bothers me i am not getting young i getting older going to be 45y 7 mouths and still do not have nobody so mite as will give up . i cant trust nobody becuase i have my back stab to many times and heart brokin . theres time i want to be dead because all my life i been hurting people hurt me though my whole life. i hate my life and what become of it and someone told me it no over the hurt ect... like i sais in my last blog there no man want a woman with kids and having to much prombles in that woman life and i know mine will never end . i should just dig a whole and bruy my self mite smille and seems to be happy but deep in side i am hurting real bad its eating me a live in side me not to many people know not even my counarler .i have more stuff that bortheing me . and i know i will never find happyness no more
i will never find a man because he wont want a women with kids and i know my wish to get a divorce wont happen i will never have the money i to get my divorce what man want a famale that still married and dont divorce . i wish i was single again and not married so i know i will not have nobody i will be lonley the rest of my life married to a man that abondon me and my kids .janet you r right you know what i mean i wish i can see what coming for me but i know whats comeing for you . and other people ut i cant do myself . i miss talking to one of my friend he understands me but now he in another state he was a good lissoner i look up to him like a little brother to me oh will i feel nobody cares and hate me but i did not do nothing to them i try to help people but later on i get stab in the back by them and i am sick of triederd of it that why i am afried to make friends and get close to people . and for males i am afreid to be hurt by them
nothing going right for me found out my money was cut down do not have anfit to pay my rent .i am afreid i will be homeless and lose my kids i mite as wil dig a hole and bary my self now i wish i was never born i am all was getting hurt by people . i have nobody and i know i will never will eather . who want women that dont have the money to get a divorce, dont have a job. i hate my self .i think my kids blm me there dad leveing us . now i convese it got to be my fault . nobody wants me going to find a good spot and dig a hole and say good by crule world . i m triered of being hurt
i know my freind will bitch at me when she reads this but know i will be alone the rest of my life because i will never get my divorce because i do not have the money she dont understand how much i want my divorce so bad this why this one guy wont ask to to go for coffie ect... because i am still married it hurt me to watch some tv shows you see people kiss ect.. that makes me sad and wish i have someone that why i wish i am divorce because the one guys likes me wont go out with me until then so i stop wishing for him to call me because i know it will never happen so my life is missable mean time
but i just want her to know best luck on her man hope he make her happy if not i am here for her like she here for me if a man hurt me
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO THE MOMS AND THE SINGLE DADS THATS RASING THERE KIDS ALL BY THERE SELF
