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Because we're Americans We don't give a shit about each other We don't give a shit about the earth And all I want to do is rip you off And fuck you in the ass while you're not lookin' Because we're Americans The Catholics mouth more than just each other It's written that He must toss you off Your parents were light on their last tithing Father fucked me in the ass while I'm not lookin' If God created man, He did it just right Hitler, slavery, urban blight Starvation, religion, and selling our nation Out right Because we're Americans Hide behind the mask of mediocrity My wife, my kids are swell A fifty-fifty chance that he's a homo And he'll take it in the ass while you're not lookin If God created man, He did it just right Hitler, slavery, urban blight Starvation, religion, and selling our nation Out right Americans Take a fist in the ass Americans Try hard and fast Americans Just eliminate the middle fucking class

I miss you miss you) Hello there the angel from my nightmare The shadow in backround of the morgue The unsespecting victim of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me And we'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never end Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you And hear your voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight stop this pain tonight Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head(6x) I miss you miss you(6x)

Almost every day I see the same face On broken picture tube It fits the attitude If you could see yourself You put you on a shelf Your verbal masturbate Promise to nauseate Today Ill play the part of non-parent Not make a hundred rules For you to know about yourself Not lie and make you believe Whats evil is making love And making friends And meeting God youre own way The right way (chorus) to see To bleed Cannot be taught In turn Youre making us Fucking hostile We stand alone The truth in right and wrong The boundaries of the law You seem to miss the point Arresting for a joint? You seem to wonder why Hundreds of people die Youre writing tickets man My mom got jumped -- they ran! Now Ill play a public servant To serve and protect By the law and the state Id bust the punks That rape steal and murder And leave you be If you crossed me Id shake your hand like a man Not a god (chorus) Come meet your maker, boy Some things you cant enjoy Because of heaven/hell A fucking wives tale They put it in your head Then put you in your bed Hes watching say your prayers Cause God is everywhere Now Ill play a man learning priesthood Whos about to take the ultimate test in life Id question things because I am human And call no one my father whos no closer that a stranger I wont listen

What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride / from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I / sit here and try to stand it? Or do I / try to catch them red - handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can’t hold on / when I’m stretched so thin I make the right moves but I’m lost within I put on my daily façade but then I just end up getting hurt again by myself [myself] I ask why, but in my mind I find I can’t rely on myself [myself] I ask why, but in my mind I find I can’t rely on myself I can’t hold on To what I want when I’m stretched so thin It’s all too much to take in I can’t hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in If I Turn my back I’m defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on / then they’ll Take from me ‘till everything is gone If I let them go I’ll be outdone But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer [by myself] [myself] I ask why, but in my mind I find I can’t rely on myself [myself] I ask why, but in my mind I find I can’t rely on myself I can’t hold on To what I want when I’m stretched so thin It’s all too much to take in I can’t hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in How do you think / I’ve lost so much I’m so afraid / I’m out of touch How do you expect / I will know what to do When all I know / Is what you tell me to Don’t you (know) I can’t tell you how to make it (go) No matter what I do, how hard I (try) I can’t seem to convince myself (why) I’m stuck on the outside How do you think / I’ve lost so much I’m so afraid / I’m out of touch How do you expect / I will know what to do When all I know / Is what you tell me to Don’t you (know) I can’t tell you how to make it (go) No matter what I do, how hard I (try) I can’t seem to convince myself (why) I’m stuck on the outside I can’t hold on To what I want when I’m stretched so thin It’s all too much to take in I can’t hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in I can’t hold on To what I want when I’m stretched so thin It’s all too much to take in I can’t hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking...

Watch me with your eyes Been giving god, Ive been on fire I want to be just like you Then Id be cool, maybe not -- but We lift our eyes, big suprise Kiss me goodbye -- whore Without you being here Ive been getting fear -- been unborn I wish I could feel like you When I fuck like you --- being sore -- but We lift our eyes, big suprise Kiss me goodbye And make you burn all that you worked for Every now I want into her And I will fuckin must stop I will never get what I want Inside I found her This gift of mine, resing restring unwind, eyes are closed A part of me gets pissed, a part of me gets sore (3x) A part of me gets sick, a part of me gets sore (11x) A part of me gets sick, a part of me gets -- inside Im burned A part of me gets sore, a part of me gets sick (3x) A part of me gets sore, so fuckin sick!!!

Can we forget about the things I said When I was drunk I didn't mean to call you that I can't remember what was said or what you threw at me Please tell me, please tell me Why My car is in the front yard, And I'm Sleeping with my clothes on Came in through the window last night And your gone Gone It's no suprise to me I am my own worst enemy 'Cause every now and then I kick the living shit out of me The smoke alarm is going off, And there's a cigarette Still burning, Please tell me why my car is in the front yard And I'm sleeping with my clothes on Came in through the window last night and your gone Gone please tell me why my car is in the front yard And I'm sleeping with my clothes on I came in through the window last night It's no suprise to me I am my own worst enemy 'Cause every now and then I kick the living shit out of me Can we forget about the things I said When I was drunk I didn't mean to call you that

7 Words I'll never be the same, breaking decency Don't be tree trunk, don't fall on my living roots I've been humming too many words, got a weak self esteem That's been stomped away from every single dream But it's something else that brought us feaze Keep it all inside until we feel we can't unleash I think that you made it up, I think that your mind is gone I think you shouldn't have glorified, now your wrong Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck They fuck with my head Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Bitch! You and me are here alone face flat along the edge of the glass But I'm not here to preach, I'm just sick of thugs My parents made me strong to look up that glass So why should I try, act like I'm a little pissed off With all that sh*t that needs to stay back in the shell Because your punk *ss made it up, your f***ing mind was gone Shoud've never glorified, now your right Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck They f*ck with my head Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Bitch! You don't know me, shut up you don't know me Squeal like a pig when you big fuckin, big fuckin, ahh!! Well I'll tell you about my smoke stack What's coming back jack, We'll turnback Curse for in their words in their words Tell them that you fucking heard I mean, they know that's what's coming nigga and you're a quitter I thinking 'bout something naughty and won't tell anybody So thinking of me by now but you go grab it I'd like to think, for who I down this sh*t I belong where they be, 'cause we can not get back those lives We exist to cease, understand That god hates blacks shades and all the players Mr. P.I.G cause I fuckin see Sure already done crushed all of my brothers dignity And to the jury can't be no turn is all,my skin looks colored Does that mean I'm burnt Cause your punk ass made it up, your fuckin mind was gone Should've never glorified, WRONG!! Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck They fuck with my head! Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Suck Bitch! You bad, BOY!

Why in a life that you are suppose to love, should someone hate everything so much.Why if there is a god ,would he make things so horrible you find it hard not to drain the blood from you own veins.Why should you give so much for so little in return.Why would you give your love to someone, for them only turn around and treat you worse than trash.Why would i waste my time typing this on a bullshit computer instead of putting the barrel to my head and pulling the trigger?Because along with everything else i loved, my guns have been stolen or lost.I guess that is something to be grateful for.But if you know me, you know i prefer the feel of a cold blade against my skin.And shooting myself would be the easy way out.I wanna feel the warmth of my life slowly bleeding out.As far as who this is here to read,not only would you probably not read it ,but even if you did ,I know you wouldnt even care.And that makes it all the more satisfing when it is all finally over. Are you happy now, because that is all that matters.

I dont know how much longer i can live like this.Waking up and not knowing what has happened and who i hurt.I cant keep dealing with the difficulty of living like this.It doesnt only affect me ,but also the people around me.I know I am a decent person,but in the end I alway turn in to the asshole.Its like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde every other day.I refference it in my mind Dr.Heywood and Mr.Hooker.I am not crying out for help,just an explanation,why my life must be this way?I have siblings that have no problem living life as it should be,but I am that lone black sheep.There are several good reasons in my life for a change,but then I cant find the courage to change what i should.Everytime I want to tell my cure to go away and never see me again,but i always leave a p.s. stating I'll be here tomorrow come find me.Im so lost and confused on everything.It seems to werk out so clearly for everyone else but me.If I could start all over again I would.I know everyone has their own problems and have to learn to deal with them,but this is something i cant deal with.I have tried and I cant.And Im sure when im sober again I'll find a way to delete this and try to hide it from everyone,but for now FUCK IT.Those that know me ,You know me and You know this,but Im trying to help myself.I just want to be normal for once.Well maybe not normal,but I just want to live my life as me for one second.I'm falling to peices and I cant stop it.I cant hold on when I'm stretched so thin.Its all to much to take it.This isnt me and I dont know why I choose the life I do.No matter What I do I cant change the way I am.Its not just the addiction,its also the way I feel inside about my being and how life is.I dream of one day being a normal person with feelings that last longer than the course of one night.I have the mental capability to know that the way I live is wrong,but there is something there saying it is right and I dont know why.I want to change,but at the same time change is the last thing I want.I should change for my friends and family,but what they want me to change makes me unhappy.I have even found enjoyment in writing this.Which in its own sick way is great to me me.Its like a going away present to those of you that I loved.Although most everyone I have ever loved will never read this.And to me that is a shame,because most that do will pass judgement on me without really knowing the truth."Who are you to judge the life I live?I know Im not perfect-and I dont live to be,but before you start pointing fingers,make sure your hands are clean"(Robert Nesta Marley).With that said I hope that in some way this has let the ones I love and the ones that love me know that in some way this is the way it had to be......