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she was born premature, by 4 months,
the doctors didnt think she would make it
she was damanged goods.
she survived birth and lived a decent life until the age of 4. at this time she began to be afraid to be around him. He always looked at her strange. making her uncomfortable. and would touch her where no one else had. or never should have. but she was damanged goods. this went on for many years
she couldnt fight him off. she was too small. and if she told anyone about it.. she was told that something would happen to her mother.. so she kept quiet. enduring his sickness. til one day at the age of 8 her mother come home early and rescued her from the monster. But her mother sent her away to live with her dad, her real dad..but she was still damaged goods.
abused by a step mother.. always the blame for things that other kids did.. or didnt do..she was slapped... spanked.. beaten with whatever came to hand..she was thrown across the room over a beer mug getting broken.. but what did it matter she was damanged goods
The step mother.. didnt know she had a tumor.. but that is why she struck out at others.. but the damanged goods child helped to raise her little brothers, and protect them. Step mother.. died because of the brain tumor.. shes out of pain.. but what does that matter to the step child.. she has always been damaged goods..
She thought she had found that special one. someone that wouldnt hurt her.. but she was wrong.. for the day after she wed.. she was looking in the mirror at a new bruise under her eye. she blamed herself.. she was damaged goods.. she deserved it.
one night he came in drunk.. she was with child. that didnt matter to him.. he got what he wanted.. never bothering to ask her..and then left to be with his drinking buddies. she felt a pain..and then there was alot of blood..she didnt cry..all she could feel was the pain and loss.. but who cares she damaged goods.
she lost the twins she was carrying..had a dnc.. and was with child again with in a year. This time with a boy. before the child was born his father held a .357 to her head. she wanting him to pull the trigger ending it all.. but he wouldnt do it. he wouldnt let her end it either. but what did it matter she was damanged goods.
she had her son.. but couldnt take the abuse anymore. she had called her mom... and had plans for her mom to meet her somewhere to get her and her little one away from.. the one person that was hurting her.. she didnt want her son to have that same fate of being hit.. or worse..she left with a small bag for each of them. nothing more.. while he was away doing his guard duty... meeting her mom in a parkinglot.. to be driven to her dads house. where she spent one night and then was.. taken to TX the next day..He didnt know she was gone until he got back on sunday.. what did it matter she was damaged goods.
She gets to Texas, and trys to make something of her life. She walks in to her grandmothers house one day to find that a relative has taken her son to an aunts house. The aunt tells her that we will take care of your son until you can get on your feet. She believes them. but months go by. shes on her feet. she wants her son back home with her. but to no avail. her son is lost to her. because she is damaged goods, always has been since the day she is born. She didnt give up on her son. she fought as hard as she could for 6 years. with the aunt and the legal system in TX. but even though she loved her son, more than life its self. It still didnt matter. She lost her son. her self worth. but it didnt matter to anyone. she deserved what she got. she's damaged goods.
She one day decides to try and start a new life in Washington State, she had moved there with a guy that she had knew in TX. they tried to make a go of it. but his parents didnt like her. because she didnt have the right blood line. seeing as how she was damaged goods. things didnt work out for them. she stayed in Washington. She struggled for a few years. then had to take in her 15 year old brother. while working she would take her brother with her. he didnt get to meet that many people other than the ones she knew. He met one man that would take in street kids. about the same age he was at the time. She dropped her brother off at the guys house. Picked him up the next day. He appeared to be hungover. she asked him what he did while he was there. he told her he had been in a movie. When asked in somewhat detail she was told that it was an adult movie. She didnt know what to do. so she did nothing. A few months go by. shes at her apartment that she shares with her brother. It was a somewhat sunny day for Washington state. She hears a knock on the door. Not thinking any thing about it she opens it. There were police standing in her doorway. When she asks whats going on. they tell her that they need to talk with her. They take her brother away. She has no idea whats about to happen. She find out really quick. She is asked to turn around and is handcuffed. Shes taken to the police station. she answers questions and tried to help the officers. thinking that if she has some of the answers they want that they will let her go home. She didnt realize that she wasnt going home for a long while unless someone came up with bail money. her family didnt have it. it didnt matter to them anyway. she was on her own. she is broken goods. let them give her what she deserves.
