well to start im a single mom and i live with my parents i moved here from fla las november and the real reason i moved here was because my mom is ill and is was one of her dieing wishes she have a pase maker and she is dibetic and she a mass of other problems and she wanted to be here in tn and i said i whould come up here with her
next no im not happy i dont know people up here except my family and thats it i dont have friends i dont have no one to talk to and the only outlet i have is the computer cause there is always someone on the computer to talk to weather it fubar or myspace or yahoo or what ever and the only person who makes me smile lately is my daughtercause she loves me no matter what mood im in
and third thing i love fubar i can get away from everything for a while and not have to think about shit sometimes the shit that makes me cry like the fact im alone dont get me wrong i love the fact i have a fuhubby cause he is great and i love him too death but im not happy with other shit like the real feeling of sleeping alone and the real feeling of knowing im gonna be alone a mighty long time
and next i just wanted to say that i may not be online for a while im pretty upsett wiht the way things are going right now and all i wanna do is cry but i know it wont change shit but in case it does ill sitt and take care of things like i always do and cry myself to sleep like i do many nights
