Jersey girls are the hottest's blog: "Crazy angel"

in just over a week I'm going upto NJ to visit family and friends and also to bring back my niece, trinity. It's going to be a wonderful 3 days...however, Im going to be without Kevin for the whole time. Thats really going to suck cause we havent been apart over night since before I got pregnant!

We know the gender and have a name picked as well as a birthing method. So everything is basically set up. All we gotta do now is wait. We even have the babys doctor picked and what BC Im going on. It's a boy! and we're naming him Corbin Sage (I let Kevin pick the name). They have upped my due date from Jan 5 to Jan 2 and Im measuring 3-4 weeks larger then I should be (my last visit I should have been measuring 20cm which is right at the navel [I was 20 wks and 2 days]. Well, I was measuring at 23.5 cm...so basically 6 months...1 cm/wk). So my doctor thinks I may either: go 1-2 weeks early or have a lot of pre-term false labor If Corbin only comes 2 weeks early, I'll still be allowed to do water birth (it's supposedly an easier transition for the baby cause the water he's in now is the same temp. as the water I'll be sitting in). They still have to run the gestational diabetes test and 2 other tests (they found pre-cancerous cells on my 1st exam and wanna re-do that next month) and 1 more blood test and if anything comes back OK them Im allowed to do that. So as of right now everything is set in motion. I think my sister and mom are doing a baby shower for me in either early or late october depending on when my sister flys in from NJ.

So. I obviously got my pregnancy confirmed. Robyn said the baby is growing perfectly and that so far everything is going good. I have my next appointment June 22 (right before I go to NJ for a week) and I'll get to hear her (or his) heartbeat. then I'll probably have another one 2-4 weeks later at which point, robyn will tell me when my ultrasound is to find out the gender. Im really hoping for a girl. Partially cause we have a lot of girl names we agree on. For girls, we have: Madison Keighlyn (pronounced kay-lynn) Silvia Alexa Alexis Alexandra Cassandra Larissa Jocelyn For boys, we have: Alexander Hunter Logan Joel Jared Caleb Camron Ryan/Rhyan Kakob Connor kevin shot down some of my favorite boy names (keaton, cayden, landon, ethan). He's really hoping for a boy. and my mom thinks Im having a boy. I guess we'll find out in 9 weeks :)

thats right. Im pregnant. Im going to the doctor on tuesday to get it confirmed. So yea. I still havent told my family. Im not sure how to

Shits been hectic lately. My sisters due with mackenzie in 4 days, so weve been getting the house ready for that. PLus working all the time. Plus Ive been really stressed. So here's a recap of the last few days. I may have a job at a strip club as a bartender. Not sure yet, but Im pretty sure I got the job. Thursday I went and finally got my Florida Dl. I was putting it off for as long as I could. and I did. so I went and did that (which took, like, 3 hours. then I went to my college and got set up and summer classes and talked to financial aid. Then I took ANOTHER bus to work. got there 25 minutes early, so I went and checked my myspace and cherrytap. Then went on the floor and got lectured for talking to fast. WTF do you expect? not only am I from NJ, but Im italian and spanish. get the fuck over it. So I came home and just hung out. Friday I went over to my moms house and deanna took me to work. it was just really hot and I didnt wanna ride my bike. So I get to work around noon and me and my brother get into it he was being a dick, plus I was stressed out from work and shit. So I go into the bathroom to try and calm down. hitting stuff. And I am still crying a little. So I go back on the sales floor even though I couldnt breathe, I didnt wanna get in trouble. Well, as I get to my seat, I have a massive panic attack and feel my airways close up. My boss takes me to the back office and calls the EMTs and they end up taking me to the hospital. have me on oxygen and shit the whole drive. and when I finally get to the ER, Im starting to breathe normal and I call kev and tell him where I am (around 1:25) and I call my family and tell them whats going on. Around 3. I get triaged and get 2 different bracelets. So I wait until about 4:45 and finally get taken back and checked out. told I need to start taking it easy and try not to stress myself out. So I get out of there around 5:15 and wait for kevin. Around 7 he still hadnt shown up. So I call my mom and she comes and gets me. I get home and bitch at kevin and then we go food shopping and pick up my friend dani. then we come back ehre and I decide getting drunk would be a good idea. then yesterday, I go to the nail salon with my mom and sister and get my nails done. then today, I drove kevins car and got a new cell phone (if you want the number, lemme kno and I'll message it to ya).