5150Jane's blog: "court"

Holy scriptures have it that two women appeared before Prophet Solomon claiming that both of them were the mother of a baby. The prophet was faced with a dilemma. How would he be able to decide who the real mother was?

However, he was famous far and wide for his wisdom so he ordered that the child be cut in half and that a half be given to the women who claimed to be the mother. The older lady said, “yes, it’s ok. Divide the child in half and give me my share.”

But the younger of the two cried, “No, please don’t harm the baby. I give up all claims to the child. Please give the infant to the other lady.”

In an instant, the prophet knew who the real mother was. Of course, he did not cut the child in half. He told the younger of the two to take her baby home. He knew that because she was the real mother, she would rather give up her child than see it harmed. He admonished the older one because she laid false claims to a child not her own.

I am putting it in God's hands now....i want what is best for Meghan, I will not cut my baby in two

well, i suffered through an incredible amount of my ex's verbal abuse and attacks on me and my character.  I maintained my cool, the hard part is that he came with documents and paperwork (normally the mediators DONT look at paperwork etc.) this one did, I didnt bring any.  I felt naked, I had nothing to show this lady what the truth is.

I do feel certain that the lady was able to read my ex, and define his character through his actions and behavior.

Now we await her report....

My worry here is the fact she interveiwed Meghan after being in my exs custody for visitation for the last 5 weeks, this girl is so precious, and wants to please everyone.  She knows (because i told her over and over before) that i will always love her no matter what.

Meghan has also seen, what happened to Viv and her dads relationship when Viv didnt go along with my ex's antics and lies.  He has abandoned Viv,  Meg has stated how fearful she is of "Daddy not loving me anymore".

So there inlies my worry, my fear, "what did meggie say?"  "did the mediator capture the underlying issues?"

Thanks for all your thoughts and prayers, I hope for a positive outcome soon.

Most of you know im going through  extended divorce court and custody proceedings over the last 5 years. Welp the hasbeen is still pulling his crap.

Tomorrow is a mediation day....I feel it will turn out well, but as always I'm so worried and scared,  i want to thank you all for your thoughts and prayers, and i will let you know what the outcome as soon as i can.

I beleive in the power of prayer and thank you all so much for yours.