Dragongrl's blog: "Lifes Heavy Burden and the Scars that We have"

Grabbing earth head on for the moment I relize what I have done

I stop and look before grasping my loaded gun

The words circle beyond me in a sequence that i sounds all to fimiluar

One Two Three I hear it over and over again

One Two Three when will it end

One Two Three It drives me insane

One Two Three I would end it if I could

One Two Three Its like im not me

One Two Three How can I make it stop

This is the imprisonment of tortue that I face

Walking closer to the edge

taking strides in my pace

I hear them start again

Grasping the triger tighter in my cold hand

I feel my heart race

I think this is the end

My mind starts to wonder and in circles it goes again

One Two Three I suffer in slience

One Two Three Over and Over again

One Two Three I hear it often then not

One Two Three I scream STOP!!!!!

Grabbing my head in the palm of my hand

fingers grasping at my insides

feeling the pain as it starts to stream down my face

Cold wetness of salty tears i can taste onvmy tongue

I grab the cold barrel and point it up

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No more slience at last

I'm Free