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Once again my entire world has gone to hell i went from hospital to a nurseing gome that was amazingly wonderfu lm from maintence to nurses they were great and truley cared i was so happy there than off to a boarding house from hell bugs junkies foul orders you name it it was there damn near the movie house on haunted hill.Than amazement happened a woman i went to jr high with f found me and i was in love again she wanted me to find a place near her and ger great kids so we found a beautiful studio on the beach the beach clean and safe best superintendent you could ask for a godly helpful man made me feel at home but as always there was a downfall she thought i was somthing i wasnt.Im disabled kits if thibgs i can and cant and cant do she wanted a real man and that i cant be my jeft leg is paralyzed frokbknee down its called drop foot so cane and Walker are needed 60 % of the time .Last night she got mad at me and as usual yelling for mo reason as she does wirh her kids i cantin handle this im grown but feel horrible for the kids they dont deserbe this she is a great mother but it happens to much and wat hyrts i fell un love with them as if they were my own She wont answer my terxts so best better left alone her life was hard enough from abuse and i wt mtyfye ont be part of it wheter she wants me or not i cant handleeet it i was abused too breaking the cycle not hitting my kidsso now im stuck in ocean city the only people i know 80 year old woman who is so sweet and s cab driver who reminds me of meI have to figure a way to get back north near friends so i dont do anything stupid to myself like i tried before im no good alone i never was good that way.Im broke now but if i can get out before end of month ill be paid upMy credit is shot i dont get enough ddi for an apart i need a room or studo if i cant get eithrr no clue what ill do do any ideas or roombfie yoom fotbtent 732-670-6394 any help apreciated ty in advance
