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All work and no play makes me a dull boy..
All work and no play makes me a dull boy..
All work and no play makes me a dull boy..
All work and no play makes me a dull boy!!
Live in a secret
Live in a lie
Live in a dark hole beneath the black sky
Live like a martyr and draw my last breath
Feel like an old man with a knife in my chest
Live like a Transian
Live like a thief
Hide in your closet, grinding my teeth
Sit in a small room with the walls closing in
Open the shutters but everythings still dim
Payback
For all the things
I've done in my past
Payback
For everything
There are no take backs
[Chorus:]
I'm not the reason
Its not my fault
Its not my problem
I'm not the cause
I'm not your scapegoat
I'm not your god
I'm not your martyr
I'd leave you all
I'm not the reason - (I'm not your scapegoat)
It's not my fault - (I'm not your god)
It's not my problem - (I'm not your martyr)
I'm not the cause - (I'd leave you all)
All work and no play makes me a dull boy
Feel like a clown without my funny nose
Walk to the window break it out with my fist
Jump from the sill and I'll plunge to my death
You can be selfish whatever you think
Throw back my pills and take a sip of my drink
Walk under the clouds
Walk under the trees
Always again envy covering me
Payback
For all the things
I've done in my past
[Chorus]
Sunshines gone
It's all gone
By the way just so you know
Always this is how I feel
By the way just so you know
Always everyday this is how I feel
I'm not the reason
It's not my fault
It's not my problem
I'm not the cause
I'm not your scape goat (I'm not your scape goat)
I'm not your god (I'm not your god)
I'm not your martyr (I'm not your martyr)
This is how I feel (this is how I feel)
By the way just so you know
Always everyday this is how I feel
Suicide
Don't give a fuck about this
My life or any other
Just go away and let me hang
Impossible to forgive, forget it, murderer
I'm in control
Living a lie
Make you pay at all cost for this
Love sick
Bullshit
Bring it
Decisions making themselves
I don't need you
Thorns in my side
So I die
No one
No one could ever understand
My life's exhausted
No one
No one could ever understand
This life IMN
Determined
To bring you all down with me
Break you
Beat down
No more fucking empathy
From me, for you
Fed up i've had enough
Duality
My war
Existence
Instigated controversy
Lay down
Sell out
So wrong
Drag the blade and go away
I stand, cold cruel and lost
Take me I'm ready
No one
No one could ever understand
My life's exhausted
No one
No one could ever understand
Pressure constricting
So hard
Like a stone
Fight hard
Break bones break
No one
No one could ever understand
This life IMN
Your pressure
My time
Eroding
My life
Fight for your honesty
Fight for integrity
All work and no play
All work and no play
All work and no play waiting
All work and no play
All work and no play left me
Sick!
I want to eat a bullet
Carve myself
Beat my face
Catatonic
Dig my brain
No pain! suffocate!
Stomach aches
Don't give a fuck
I'm out, I'm done
Fuck this shit
You've dug the hole
I'm lying in
No one could ever understand
No one could ever understand
Fight for your honesty
Fight for integrity
No one
No one could ever understand
My life's exhausted
No one
No one could ever understand
Pressure constricting
So hard
Like a stone
Fight hard
Break bones break
No one
No one could ever understand
This life, IMN
My world
My rules
My noose
My world
My rules
Fuck you
My world
My rules
My noose
My world
My rules
Fuck you
Burn me
[Not like you should]
Hurt me
[It won’t do any good]
Kill me
[A favor to the world]
Slay me
[In my bed I lay curled]
Fight me
[No worse than I have done]
Fuck me
[You can have all the fun]
Offend me
[Go on push me away]
Ignore me
[Until the next day]
Abuse me
[When I pull the last stunt]
Find me
[No longer will they hunt]
Unveil me
[For I will show them the true me]
Cut me
[Show them how I can no longer bleed]
Feel me
[I can no longer feel pain]
Shoot me
[My eyes no longer rain]
Hate me
[You can hate me all you need]
Lose me
[For I hate myself more than you could ever hate me]
Forget me…
I've steadily turned up the volume
I've carefully put it on surround
Every so often I'd scream
Just to see if you'd notice the sound
I tried to make you listen
I tried to make you see
That inside me is a person
Who just wants to make you believe
I pushed you further and further
I pushed as far as I could
But I never do anything right
Not even my opinion is good
I am giving up
I am giving in
For alone I can never lose
but I never wanted to win
Help me
Help me understand why
I can't be here anymore
My life is falling
My world is tumbling
Slowly
Slowly
Tell me
Tell me where to go from here
I'm so lost without you
My lies are growing
My spirits are going
Slowly
Slowly
Hold me
Hold me for now until I can go
I'm getting so cold
My end is coming
My heart is numbing
Slowly
Slowly
Save me
Save me from what I've become
I'm nothing inside
My heart is dying
My soul is crying
Slowly
Slowly
Keep me
Keep me here and don't let go
I don't want to be alone
My thoughts are dying
My everything away is flying
Slowly
Slowly
Kill me
Kill me right now in front of you
I want you to be with me as I die
My thoughts are despairing
My friends are uncaring
Slowly
Slowly
It's only you
It's only me
It's the only thing
It's letting me be
It's coming now
It's almost here
I wish I could've screamed this louder
Maybe then you would hear
i am here but i dont know why
all i do is make her cry
i feel like she wants to say goodbye
all i can do is sit here and cry
and feel like i wanna die
