Bebe's blog: "Confusion"

A single rose left to remember
As a single tear falls from her eye
Another cold day in December
A year from the day she said goodbye

Seems it's only been a moment
Since the angels took him from her arms
And she was left there holding on to their tomorrow
But as they laid him in the ground
Her heart would sing without a sound

For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life
Just open up your eyes

A single lifetime lays behind her
As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand she softly says

For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life

Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side, no more tears to cry

For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life

 

-Daughtry

Ok, something is bothering me, so I'm just gonna get this out and whoever wants to sound off on it is more than welcome to do so...

I hear people on here saying all the time that "Real life is more important than Fubar".... I agree with that but at the same time, some people seem to forget that the people you have relationships with on Fubar have "Real" feelings. Just because you're interacting with someone online doesn't mean that you don't affect their "real life". If you make a promise to someone, tell someone you'll be there, or tell someone you'll do something and then you blow them off, it hurts just as much online as if you did it in "real life". So yeah, I agree that your family comes before anything.... but friends are friends no matter where they are.

Love that runs away from me Dreams that just won’t let me be Blues that just keep bothering me Chains that just won’t set me free I’m too far away from you and your sweet charm. Just out of reach of my two empty arms. Each night in my dreams I see your face My love for you I can’t erase I awake and find you gone I’m lost and all alone Your lips so sweet and warm Just out of reach of my two empty arms. If you need me I’ll be here I’ll be faithful never fear I think of you, both night and day So close yet so far away Just out of reach of my two empty arms. *********************************************** If You Love Something Set It Free If It Comes Back, It Was And Always Will Be Yours If It Never Returns, It Was Never Yours To Begin With ************************************************ Where do I get the words To express how I feel How on earth do I tell you That these feelings are real There must be some way To prove my love to you But what can I say So you'll believe it's true I'm not sure how to explain What I'm feeling inside But it's in you my love That I wish to confide So please listen closely As I attempt to expose All the things that are locked up That no one else knows I've loved in the past But never cared so deeply Nor cherished any man So strongly and passionately When I look into your eyes All I see is perfection To me you are flawless The world's finest creation With each day that passes I love you even more For now and for ever You're the one I'll adore

Take Away My Pain by Dream Theater I was sitting on the edge of his bed Staring at the headlines on the paper He said, "Look at poor Gene Kelly I guess he won't be singing in the rain." You can take away my heroes Can you take away my pain Take away my pain Leave the cold outside Please don't let it rain Don't stumble on my pride Take away my pain I'm not frightened anymore Just stay with me tonight I'm tired of this fight Soon I'll be knocking at you're door She was standing by the edge of his bed Satring at the message on their faces He said, " What else can you do babe? I guess I won't be coming home again." They just took away all my promises Make them take away my pain Take away my pain Leave the cold outside Please don't let it rain Don't stumble on my pride Take away my pain I'm not frightened anymore Just stay with me tonight I'm tired of this fight Soon I'll be knocking at you're door His final scene The actor bows And all those years Are gone somehow The crowd applauds The curtain falls I was standing by the edge of the water I noticed my reflection in the waves Then I saw you looking back at me And I knew that for a moment You were calling out my name You took away my hero Will you take away my pain Take away my pain Let the cold inside It's time to let it rain There's nothing left to hide Take away my pain I'm not frightened anymore I'm learnig to survive Without you in my life Til you come knocking at my door.......

To those who have ever chosen to drink and get behind the wheel of a car.... read this.... and maybe next time you will think before you do that...before you make the decision to take someone elses life into your hands. Death of an Innocent I went to a party, Mom, I remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, So I drank soda instead. I really felt proud inside, Mom, The way you said I would. I didn't drink and drive, Mom, Even though the others said I should. I know I did the right thing, Mom, I know you are always right. Now the party is finally ending, Mom, As everyone is driving out of sight. As I got into my car, Mom, I knew I'd get home in one piece. Because of the way you raised me, So responsible and sweet. I started to drive away, Mom, But as I pulled out into the road, The other car didn't see me, Mom, And hit me like a load. As I lay there on the pavement, Mom, I hear the policeman say, "The other guy is drunk," Mom, And now I'm the one who will pay. I'm lying here dying, Mom... I wish you'd get here soon. How could this happen to me, Mom? My life just burst like a balloon. There is blood all around me, Mom, And most of it is mine. I hear the medic say, Mom, I'll die in a short time. I just wanted to tell you, Mom, I swear I didn't drink. It was the others, Mom. The others didn't think. He was probably at the same party as I. The only difference is, he drank And I will die. Why do people drink, Mom? It can ruin your whole life. I'm feeling sharp pains now. Pains just like a knife. The guy who hit me is walking, Mom, And I don't think it's fair. I'm lying here dying And all he can do is stare. Tell my brother not to cry, Mom. Tell Daddy to be brave. And when I go to heaven, Mom, Put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave. Someone should have told him, Mom, Not to drink and drive. If only they had told him, Mom, I would still be alive. My breath is getting shorter, Mom. I'm becoming very scared. Please don't cry for me, Mom. When I needed you, you were always there. I have one last question, Mom. Before I say good bye. I didn't drink and drive, So why am I the one to die?

I will be moving to FL next week. I will likely be without internet for a while until things get settled. I can check messages on here from my phone but that is it so if anyone wants to be able to talk to me, message me and if you're someone I want to be able to talk to, I'll give you my number. I'll miss everyone and will hopefully be back soon.