I don't know whats happening. I have that weird feeling that I've upset my girlfriend. I was with here earlier tonight but had to go to do some volunteering that I do on a semi-regular basis, when she dropped me off .. something just didn't seem right. I've been kind of weird all night .. not really paying attention to whats going on around me because .. I'm freaked that I might have fucked up.
Believe me, I love this girl more than anything on this earth .. and I don't want to lose what I have with her. I wouldn't be the same without her .. she has made me a much better person.
I'm so fuckin' confused right now ..
