Some things I've come to realize and some details you may not know about me:
1. Its harder to smile when you want to cry then it is to cry when you want to smile
2. After everything thats happened in my life, I'm not a fan of the word 'time'
3. My self-esteem isnt anywhere near where it should be and it hasnt been for years
4. I put on an act around everyone Im not super close to because Im afraid to let anyone in
5. I laugh and burp when Im nervous
6. Somedays I think it would be easier to give up
7. Even though I seem optamistic Im really a pessimest
8. I critisize everything I do and I never believe that I am good enough
9. I feel like I cant trust most people
10. Im afraid of being hurt
11. I like to run in the rain
12. If anything is on my mind... I'll say it
13. My food weakness is Mexican food
14. I dislike my body
15. Im afraid to be alone
16. Im emotionaly unstable
17. I need to be told Im beautiful to believe it
18. I was in therapy for 6 months
19. Im afraid of my mind
20. I've gone through more things then most of you can ever imagine
