Christmas is a timeĀ of celebration, that should be shared with family and friends. It shouldn't be about worry and stress about what to get people. it shouldn't be filled with anger about what you do or don't get... I have always thought of this time of year with warm fillings or forgiveness. This year I am having a hard time doing just that. This being number 2 on my list of bad christmases. I can't seem to forgive and forget. but I am still trying to look forward with spending good times with friends if not family. I still want to wish my family well filled with warm gathering and I hope they get everything they want for the holidays and I hope they can find warm filling for there man kind... and I hope they still enjoy it without me in there lifes... as I will be celebrating my holidays with just friends.. I hope everyone who reads this can find forgiveness in their stocking... warm wishes to all man kind... hold you family close to your heart and make long lasting memories.. have a blessed holiday..