the car came to a sudden stop..she threw it in park..and then tossed her hands in the air..they came in contact with the ceiling of the car and she quickly brought her hands down and back up in a forceful fit.." FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!" her breathing had started coming on fast and blood rushed to her face to let it glow a soft cherry as her temper flared..~ what the fuck happened back there?~ she closed her eyes tightly and then slumped down into the seat and against the steering wheel..
she was parked there in the middle of the street and as she threw her fit a couple of people huddled together on the streets had lifted their heads to watch..a few even dared a laugh..She threw her hazel eyes at them and let them have the look of a thousand deaths as she opened the car door and hoped out..
slamming the door she slowly made her way around the car..her eyes looking everywhich way as she moved to the curb and shoving a hand into her front right pocket she pulled out a crinkled pack of ciggeretts..idly she pulled one from its holding spot and straightened it..she placed it between her lips..shoved the pack back in her pocket and pulled out a lighter..carefully she shielded her face while she lit it and then lowered her hands, twirling the lighter in her right hand absently..
she took another step towards the people on the corner staring at her with curiousness placed over their features..
" You think thats funny?.." she lowered her gaze and let a smirk slowly slide across her lips..it tugged in the corner of her face and then she dropped her tongue to prod at the small amount of flesh between her lips..
moving her eyes sluggisly from the ground to the huddled mass, she continued to fidget with the lighter..then raising her hand high in the air she threw it hard towards the group and let it hit the ground forcefully only about a foot from them..she narrowed her eyes as the impact of the lighter and the ground made the surrounding Oxygen catch and burst flames..the group slid closer together and tightened as Kit creeped towards them..she crouched down to her haunches and placed her first and middle finger and she literally crawled towards them..
her eyes narrowed to lowered slits and only the whites of her eyes could be seen as she opened her mouth to expose her teeth.." If you had something with long...sharp..dagger like claws..coming after you..impaling you through the chest and then devouring your flesh leaving your rotting dead carcass on the ground for everyone to see..." she laughed.." You'd be freaking out too.."
her voice was slow and deep as she hissed..hearing a couple of gasps coming from the crowd she stood up and bounded around clapping her hands..
"freaks.." she whispered as she shook her head and went back to the car without a second thought..
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once back inside the car she sighed and shut the door..right now she needed to listen to Bryan..she smiled and started down the road again as she tuned into the only known radio station that played her beloved..
the soft melody of Everything I do began to melt through the interior of the car..she hummed along until the verse started..
........."look into my eyes...you will see..what..you mean..tooo me..search your heart..search your soul..when you'll find me there..you'll search..no more.." the tears started flowing from her eyes as she forgot about the recent events..
she rolled through the city..farther away from Johnny than she thought..but all she could do was think about him and how long they had been together..what they had been through..
"...Don't tell me...its not worth tryin for..can't tell me..its not worth diein for..you know its true..everything I do..I do it for you.." she sang out with the song as it hit her deep..she had to get this last good cry out..she had to say goodbye..she was moving on..
"...look into your heart..you will find..theres no..thin..left to hiiide..take me as I am..Taaake my liife..I would give it uupp..I would sacrifice.." she took a deep breath and raised her voice..
" Don't tell me..its not worth fighting fooorr..I can't help it..theres nothing I want mooree..you know its true...everything I do..I do it for you.."
a brief pause and she rounded a corner and then parked in some no name back alley..she locked the car..turned off the engine..and then raised the volume to max..
"theres no love...like your love..and no other..could feel more love.." -tap tap tap-
the music shut off and she sat staring blanky out in front of her..a pair of eyes gleamed from the darkness out probably just a foot from the bumper of the car..instant her heart sank to her stomach and she stopped breathing..
" this is it...i've lived a long life.." she whispered to herself and then grabbed the wheel and held on tight.." Bring it on fucker..I'm ready to die!" she yelled out..her face beaming red as she strained her voice..
She watched the eyes move to her left and into the light of one of the nearby street lamps..Kit followed them with her own eyes and then felt floored as a small girl of only three or four pattered bare foot on the cold sidewalk..
instantly..Kit's heart sank even lower..the girl looked about scared to death..Kit hopped from the car and walked over towards her..
" oh my god kid..you scared me.." looking around she raised a slender brow and then looked back into the pooling blue eyes of the little girl.." wheres your parents.."
the girl seemed abit shocked that Kit was staring at her..but she shook her head silently and let her eyes fall to the ground as her palms gripped the edges of her long tattered sleeves..
it suddenly hit Kit square in the jaw..this girl was another one of the huddled mass that lived on the streets and fought day for day to survive..this girl lokoed malnurished..and Kit bent at the waist and let her voice drop to a smooth velvet.." Are you hungry?" she smiled softly and trust sat in her hazel eyes..the small child must've seen it, because she nodded her head..
standing Kit motioned to the car.." Alright squirt..in the car..we're going to put some food into your belly.." she beamed as the little girl padded over to the car..gave her a quick look over and then climbed up and into the seats..
Kit followed quickly behind but before she took her seat she caught her eyes drifting around one last time to check for signs of anyone that may have lost their child..
not seeing two bodies shivering together in the dark corner of the alley she slipped back into her seat and shut the door..throwing the car into reverse she spun out..the girl latched onto the door handle and the seat buckle..long brown hairbadly in need of a washing flung around her..
not exactly used to having anyone around other than herself and a bunch of adults she looked over to the child and when she put the car in gear..she crept along..
" so uhhh..whats your name?" her body relaxed as the girl took a deep breath and sank into the leather of the seats..Kit stared ahead..daring a glance every now and again.
