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What are you waiting for?
Memories and Tragedies seem to blend together
All the voices in my head never make it better
All the songs my demons sing
Slowly make me tired
But the fear of falling asleep always keeps me wired
For when I close my eyes for long
I can see her face
The girl who haunts my dreams at night
Who disappears without a trace
The girl who has my eyes
I feel them on me all the time
I can feel her staring
Waiting for me to fall
Waiting for the moment
When she can take it all
Take my joy and my love
Keep it all at bay
Put a deadbolt on my heart and steal my words away
But she’s the girl I hide inside
She’s the emotion I hide under smiles
The spite I hide under laughs
She’s the hate I hide under masks
The love that Breaks like glass
And the sadness that always seems to last.
© Kimberly J
No matter what you do
The make-up that you wear
The dresses and heels you put on
They will always be there
You cannot hide from what you are
The Looking Glass will show
The inner demons in us all
And how they continue to grow
A past of abuse and despair
An addiction you cannot beat
Constant feelings of not being enough
The Looking Glass you cannot cheat
Through the Looking Glass you will see
The things you suppress and hide
You know that you cannot keep away
The demons you hold inside
Do not try to push away
The demons that you keep in you
For when you accept what they are
You will only see a greater view
Through the Looking Glass you can heal
You can put the pieces back into place
Nothing can make you break againI
Ifyou stare your demons in the face
© Kimberly J
