Many times I have tried to change the way I am,become more of a bitch. It doesn't suit me. I care to much. I am too nice,too giving,too caring and it's hard for me not to be. Time and time again people have told me I need to be more of a bitch. I just can't seem to pull that off. Some say you can't change what is in your soul,what is seen in your eyes.Maybe they are right. For me to be hateful is uncommon and in the end it causes me pain. I have put walls up,but it's more of a saftey thing than anything else. There are few who understand me and those few know I can't change me. Those few,they know me more than I know myself.
