BundyEsque
I am
sailing
Beneath heart's
rotten
soil
Sunken ship
of stolen
jewels
Rusty tide meets
trembling digging
hand
Exhuming earthly
waves
A thousand leagues
under the
leaves
Apron tied
with loving care
Bones half mast
like sticks
and
stones
Where love
can never hurt
again
(Pro)tection
She writes like a burgler
She says
Pickpocketing nouns
and
verbs
Filling up Her
spider's sac
Worn effortlessly
at Her breast
A theif of molten heart
cakes
Iced with dictionary
rhymes
Adorned with soiled
bar-room
coasters
and
Lipstick stained
marlboros
She writes like a burglar
She says
And I fall
comfortably
into Her web
of words
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
A red dawn is settling
against
the backdrop
of your eyes
I see now the love
was trapped inside
all this time
I shake with mirrors
and
miles and fight to hold on
these whispers that leave me raw
Open
If i am sick than so be it
As i have said before
it is my illness, my suffering
Mine Mine Mine
I won't hide in the cold
shadows
anxiety and dawn
Smoke curls around my
hand splashed with
poems of my disease
Oh Lover
There is nothing but songs
and plush hearts
beneath your eyes
A brilliance
that when I press my face to it
becomes a flower
These woes
and
words in your absence
catching and releasing
my disease into the frigid
Sun is
Love
Damn the distance
The House
Last December
I let go of hope
What is hope, but fear
In disguise?
A rusty swing tied to the
Branch of deception
in my own
Back
Yard
Vicious
Relentless
I too abandoned
those shitty houses
And littered streets
that never held my hand
Under broken
Neighborhood lamps
I paint myself,
into a mural..
An emancipated doorway
Renovating the dry walls
Of my wandering illusions
I
Am
Pleased
Content with my disease
and desire
My feet firm and cracking
This empty foundation
Wont be long til I
change our tomb linens
These dirty crayon stained
Fingers embracing
the crimson bookshelf of my soul
We burned December down
You Still Love
I see you
broken and bleeding
A goddess of heart and acceptance,
arms stretched wide upon that cross
Taunted by the stones and thorns of your life's work
Yet you... still love
I see you
persecuted by history and lies that
hold him hostage
That petite idol that shines from his neck to mock you
No sentiment to the fiber of tolerance you created
Yet you..still love
I see you
A mother, a writer, a goddamn warrior for hearts
That bruise and ache and scream for a reverend of a different sort
To claw their way out of this position at the altar
Yet you..still love
I see you
A spiritual tool, with a fervent ramble
Crimson tides seeping from your eyes that to me,
are open wider than his corruption of a busted faith
Yet you..
Still
Fucking
Love.
Empath Of Image
And there You stood
A Beacon
A Mirror
An Effigy
of
wicked broken
stars you
have one handedly
plucked
from an amber Moone
sky
The reeling and
screaming
nurtures
the
sutures
within
that muscle
they try to
call a
heart
The hours melted
like the heat
of a young lovers
promise
that dripped faith
into veins under flesh
that murder
and
madden
the purist
of minds
Arms raised
in defense
of your
embrace
smoke curling century old
tendrils of flames
in your wake
I can still the vision
the Hell
You became
as You let go
Just(U/us)
Plush heart in hand I
make
waves into letters
that curl into Your name
My fingers brace it,
knowing that to break it
would be
a thousand deaths for my own
I want to absorb it
Cradling the velvet muscle
I bring it to life
and
heal every fracture
with soft kisses,
murmurs
My lines are drawn
against the beat of chest..
so effortless it is to be
enslaved
by this moment
The camera flashes
imperials of sun- scorched beauty
to capture my intent
So unreal
Even I know I am asleep
Breath(Less)
Reign against
the shackled
Moon of my
body
Seperated sighs beneath
my clumsy kisses
Filtered
snapshots blink in and
out and in
again
Silky crimson
sheets
crumpled and
cornered
Quicken
me into the
storm of
Your
hands
Devil's god
is borne
breathless
between
my thighs
Sweet
murder above
me with Your hurricane
demands
Freedom rings
Gravity
My redemption of verses
spill meter
by
meteor
onto the starlit runway of my fears
Verbs take time from this
altitude
A death by poem
I am scrawling
murder
across
crumpled napkins and
Saturn coffee rings
The lead is
my space cowboy
Breaking
off in
pieces through stellar
backdrops of my soul
My itinerary
purges and I straddle
the
icy Moonlight
Within these
words
I am weightless
I am
Weightless
Blankets
Titan's of snow flakes
swell at the crest of my feet
and I
am
torn
This empty beach feels like
Rehab
and
the
tides icy abortion of the Sun
tells me
things might be different
this spring
Closing my winter
addicted
eyes
I exhale frost bitten flowers and
resolutions to the Sky