I am strong again 

ByJMT

A naive little girl, you think you can control

Maybe a Welcome mat, you think you can unroll

Or just a possession an object, you think you stole

I can see it all now your thoughts,motives,and goal

You think I am someone who will bend to your will

You think this person is someone you know even still

You think you can continue this game, confident in skill

But your lies and cons have now given me, my fill

You see I am no victim, someone you can make fall

I am NOT for you to belittle, so you can stand tall

I am NOT some simple creature, that lives for your call

Just so you can rip me up, so you can hear me bawl

You see I am no object, something for you to own

I am NOT for you to dictate over, from that I've flown

I am NOT some guilt filled child, from that I've grown

So now I can stand up to you and say your cover is blown

Once you led me astray from my strength within

Finally I've realized you never deserved me not even then

Seeing the truth, shedding my pain letting the light shine in

Knowing you are nothing but a lie, now

I AM STRONG AGAIN

Alright

By JMT

Losing track of time lost in your eyes

Looking for truth but only finding lies

Exhausted of options from all the endless tries

Hopeless and discouraged my heart only cries

Seeing only two way unsure of which to take

It's not only my future or happiness at stake

Weighing out the possiblities with an even break

Shifting back and forth on this decision to make

Saying sorry only to repeat my pain again

And here I sit waiting for a real change to begin

Always going no where but still refusing to give in

Talking  ourselves in circles with no offers to resend

Breaking this cold silence imprisoned in your sight 

Screams still ignored dreams severed by your might

Longing for love, faith, and gaining nothing but spite

Pretending it doesn't hurt, smiling like everythings 

Alright

Original Sin

by JMT

Never ending is this sharp pain

With all to lose and nothing to gain

Looking at me, I'm anything but plain

For in this mind nothing is sain

Chaos thrives within my very soul

Creating mayhem is it's only goal

Darkness burrows inside like a mole

Making every hope fall into it's hole

Instantly choking smothering the light

Within the coils, holding me so tight

Suffocating my dreams, knowing no right

Gives me reason to only scream and fight

Gaining the upper hand thinking I may win

To find that betrayal has broken me again

Pausing only to mend the scars deep within

Then going on to live my life with

Original Sin

Scream

by JMT

Days are too short nights are too long

Dazed and confused on where I belong

My heart goes out but the directions are wrong

Weary is my faith but my dreams are strong

Hours pass like days minutes like hours

Lost in the currentsas the river towers

Into the boring endless life I cower

Beaten by the rapids that leave me sour

A year in a decade a decade in a year

My teadious fight to swallow every tear

Faded is my existance without fear

Clouded emotion think and unclear

Flawless imperfections to life unseen

A new day begins air fresh and clean

Repeatitive motions or so it would seem

Awakened from sleep by my very own

Scream

No End

By JMT

I wish there was a way to put into words all that you make me feel

If I could only tell you how your touchlets me know it's all real

Only if I had the strength to harness the beauty it does conceal

when the magic of all the colors of the brightest rainbow does reveal

It would be a mirical if time went reverse allowing a sunset to stay

A few hours longer so the light frames your face looking my way

Benevolence graces, your eyes soften drawing us to stay

Wrapped in the suns warmth my heart flutters carrying us away

I wish you could completely understand without a whispers speak

How eternity could float on by without your love I would be weak

Reflectant are twilights rays upon your soul so quiet and meek

Yearning that deepness tonight that never hits it's peak

Having no real words that I can honestly send

Relying souly on emotions to try to comprehend

I hope when I look at you, my eyes tell the story you can commend

And that you see yourself in my soul, loving a love that has

no end