Pocket The Inked Ice Maiden's blog: "Cancer Can Kiss My Ass"

today wasn't so bad. Convinced the dr to only do a partial treatment so I wouldn't be so drained for Easter. Yippee just now I have to take the pills for a week.. (yuck) but at least I ain't sleeping Easter away.. My hair is really getting thin though and I am not used to it. It is driving me crazy, I ain't used to it being so short either. This is so gonna be my Bitch!!!

well today was ok. Had my treatment and still feel droggy and tired. My hair is thinner but its still not very noticable to others. I can tell it though.. I hope it doesnt get any thinner... Now where is my sissy?

Well I had to do treatment 3 of the 12 today. It was okay, just tired and weak again today. I got home today and went straight to bed, not sure how long I will be awake for today.. Those treatments make me so tired and drained, but I know I can beat this thing and that I can conquer all!! Think I may go get me some hats today, to be on the safe side... (you know just in case).. Even though as of now with the hair cut I got the thinning isnt so noticeablee which is a good thing!!! And yep yep you know my saying CCKMA (cancer can kiss my ass)

today was day 2. This time not so bad, I dont guess. Still just feels like a bad case of the flu. Ten more to go I can so do this!!! I know I can beat this thing, and hell lets all go bald together!!! just a little hair has come out but not much.. Thank goodness I have thick hair.. I did get it cut shorter though and in layers so it wouldnt be so noticeable though... Gotta keep fighting, cause I am so determined to make cancer my bitch!!

Okay so today was Day 1 or the 12 treatments for me to take. So today wasn't so bad, just alot of lab work and blood work, and the iv. Takes apprx. 2 hours, the dr has tried to reassure me that since I have very thick hair that it won't all fall out. I just look at him funny.. I know it will get thinner, (and I hope it don't fall out, but if it does then that is okay too as long as I get that cancer free bill of health.. ) But how do I feel after my treatment? Very tired and drained and just weak, kinda like you would with the flu... Cobra