Yea it has been 5 years since I was actually physcially with a girl in real life, and she and I parted ways after one single week.
Some days I remain hopeful, some days I remain lost but on days where I venture out to sacred hollow places and find young lovers holding hands their has to be a stuttered nerve in my body somewhere, and its telling my mind why? Why can't I find a girlfriend? A girlfriend that will like me for just me?
When I don't look she isn't there, when I do look I get shut down, or I don't try at all, because I know my effort are futile.
I turn to God the man upstairs, or if you can hear me, end this suffering end this misery, please, that's all I ask, where is She? I'll be 28 in a few months and I get a feeling its a looong road to nowhere.
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