My eyes are heavy
my head is shaking
the music is getting too loud
but its my own
& still i dont turn down the vollume
i feel my foot
start to go to sleep
like it feels just as its waking up
but not as intense
and most people
really dont notice it
and still i leave it
underneath my other leg
the memory i have
is very short and not much lived
occasionally something
comes back to me
but perhaps its filtered
like much of the other large masses
of information
not much info
going in now
my fingers tremble
and then they shake
things happen
and then i dont notice
for a longer amount of time
than ordinarily
it was the cat
shit
i gotta go turn off the sprinkler
well ill give it
a few minutes longer
because as you
cant yet see
it will drown the lawn
and we cant have that
now can we?
i need a snack now
i got the damn munchies
mmmmmmmm cheese
sharp cheddar and swiss
now i think ill retire
to the couch
who am i again?