Jeeze this fucking hurts. Opening up the same wound. It's like ripping through scar tissue. If you ever re-pierced something through the same hole I guess you metaphorically know what I'm talking about.
Chalk that up to another one who was confused. And in the end I suppose I understand having to figure shit out. But I guess I'm in my rightful place. Left behind.
I can be thankful I suppose that it wasn't as deep as last time.
It's just another story of me trying for something that was out of reach when I thought I could get it.
Well, it just got pulled further out of reach.
