Prentis Never became my boyfriend. His teenaged brothers however would be the first men that i ever experienced.
At Charlenes house, with my mother gone, and charlene working, the older kids ran the house. I remember walking in on the older boys watching porno and them making me sit down and watch. At some point in time someone had the bright idea that it wad ok to let me watch a Nightmare on elm street. Freddy Kruger would actually plague my dreams for years to come. I had a paralizing fear of the dark and could only sleep with the hall light on.
One night, my cousin Shane came to my room. Shane was prentis's older brother, and he told me that he knew what i had been doing with nathan, and unless i did it with him he'd tell aunt charlene and make me sleep in the dark so freddy kruger would get me. I told him that i didnt want to, which he passively replied 'Ok". then he called out to charlene's son Nay nay (nickname) who was in the hallway to turn off the hall light. Nay nay turned off the light, and i cried out "please NO he'll get me" Shane agreed to have nay nay turn the light back on if i would "do it with him."
I agreed. Nay nay turned the light on. I then told Shane that i didnt want to and i begged him to keep the light on, but he wouldnt listen. he called me a liar, told nay nay to turn the lights off, then said this time, he wouldnt turn the lighs back on until i "did it" with him.
Crying i agreed. Shane got in my bed and turned me on my stomach, then he had his way with me. Oddly i dont remember it hurting, Just pressure. And the feeling of his body on me, pushing slowly. I cried a lot. I asked him to stop.
When he was finished, he stood up and told me i was "fast" and that aunt charlene would whoop me if i ever told her what happened. Then he laughed at me and walked out the room closing my bedroom door, leaving me in the dark.
