Ive been broke in 2 again this is a poem that is for the man that hurt me the way he did...
Ya know how damn hard it is to say to someone that ya love them and then they really dont mean it at all? Why is love so damn complicated? Why I ask myself? I feel like i have cried my last tears but they just seem to continue to flow more and more. The pain i feel is like ice cold water that is runnin thru my veins. The knife thats sears into the skin. The knife that pierces my heart. Or even the feeling of havin ya heart as glass and then dropped just as ya would a plate fallin to the floor and shattering. You promised to me that ya would never hurt me but thats just what ya did. Ya said I was ya one and only and no one elses. Ya asked me to marry you. Ya loved the way I had told ya about the kids being mine. Ya loved everything about me and then ya just kicked me away the dirt on the street. Ya say Ill find someone new....Ya have no idea how bad I just want it to be me and you not me and someone new. I left the man I was with for a while and that I was suppose to marry for you. Thats cause I had faith in you. Ya asked me if I loved you and I said yes I do. Ya asked me if I wanted you and again I said yes. I asked you how long do ya want to wait before we was to marry and ya said soon. Ya told me I'd see ya soon and now I wont. We was to go and start ring shopping when ya came to see me and now that wnt happen. I loved you and I still do.
