Crush n fan MzSuga's blog: "its hard"

i got so much to say, dont know where to begin, should i start with the angry thoughts, or the sad thoughts? damn here it goes:

i hate the way u make me feel, but even more i hate myself for lettin u make me feel the way i do.

i dont hate u, god  i can never hate u, but i hate the things u do to me

i hate the way ur on my mind al the time, but i hate the fact im not on urs

i`ll rather u beatin, kickin me, then make a promises u cant keep.

just stop lieing to me, plz tell me as it is

dont got words to describ wut i feel right now, hell im not even sure wut i feel

u werent even here when i needed  u the most.

i think i should let  u go

yea im lettin u go,

im not the one for u