Why does it hurt so bad ? I try to understand females everyday but i get no where. I fell in love with a female that is amazing,but time shows that my pain with not go away. Pls stop the pain from hurting. I feel like life has a boundary and it will not let me cross. I want to be with her and everyway but i know i can not cause her heart is hurting too. Seeing her face,seeing her smile brightens up my day. I hold her close to my heart everyday and the pain is there too i wish the pain would go away but it will not i wish i could have her by my side but i know other wise and realize that when you love 2 people it is hard so i choose to step back and wait to see who runs where. I am a real person never fake and i feel like sometimes i wear my heart on my sleeve and i should not i feel like her bieng makes me whole. This is my life everyday broken with tears and pain from not bieng able to make her happy.
