I messed up my future
I pushed away my lover
I wish she were my wife
happily I would give my life
to stand by her side
and make her my bride
I love her more than anything
i would give her everything
one day I hope she will see
that I am changing me
and shes always been the one for me
Its tearing me apart
to know i lost her heart
feelings from my past
caused in her a laps
and now i push them away
in hopes she'll return one day.
how easy it wouldve been
to end my life just then
i get lost inside her eyes
it makes me want to cry
I know she'll be there to the end
but for now only as a friend
