sexaholic's blog: "shattered"

 for the night of april 26. 2009, was the night my heart was torn out of my chest, having this crushing blow, makes me toss and turn while laying in bed,mean while crying for hours apon hours make this night last for an eternity, the love of my life made my heart shatter in to billions of pieces recover is no more, the numbing feeling will soon set in making me not feel the love from another onces again, my eyes are blood shot from all the crying, i don't know if i can go on, my will hs been shattered as well, not sure of anything my best friend turns into the pillow i cry my self to sleep with tonight, feeling like this is the end of my life i wonder if i every shall feel happyness once more