BrightEyes's blog: "Bright Eyes Speaks..."

Wish there was a delete button for memories...you can delete photos and get rid of certain items that remind you...but you can't simply press a button for all the wonderful or even the bad memories to go away...ones that make you smile, ones that changed you and your life forever, first time you saw him, first hug, first kiss, first I love you, the one time you let him meet your family, the first time you thought you'd be with him forever...all changed in a matter of seconds, hours, days, months...and finally the memory of the day you knew you'd never see him or hear his voice again...a shattering of a heart and knowing he doesn't care...pretending they didn't happen won't make them go away...they are firmly lodged in your brain and heart for those quiet times when you're laying in bed or sitting in a place where you were with him once...they will slowly fade into small pieces but they will never completely leave...but one thing in life will always be true..."Life goes on!" it doesn't stop for you...you must get up each day that you are blessed with and be strong and carry on...and plan on doing that til the day you die...and each day it will be easier than the last and eventually it will be just a dull ache...and one day you will have only thought about it once in a day...and you will find happiness again...find love again...and it will be beautiful!! Take your time and don't let this harden you...It will be wonderful again!!! Just wait and see...