Sarcastic, sweet, jealous, random, loving, open-minded, loved, writer, reader, gamer, day dreamer, fighter, musicness, Weird, funny, sneaky, mother, daughter, sister, lover, hurt, forgotten, missed, heart broken, awesome, and your worst nightmare...

All I want out of life, happiness, love, and someone to hold onto forever. When brought a difficult situation, I analyze it to the fullest and figure a way out of it. I'm both a visual learner and a kinesthetic (Hands on.) Learner. I stay within my comfort zone, I try not to travel too far from it. With that, only brings pain and suffering. But, I'm also not afraid to take a chance when the time to do so is presented. There's no easy way out of life, I've learned this the hard way. Biggest things I care about, one being myself followed by my loving friends and family. Being fully supported is a major thing with me, if I feel as if my dreams or plans are not being just that, I will let you know. The color that just stands out beyond all else, would be pink. I own several items with this color. With limited knowledge, my common sense will take over. So, I do follow my heart and the same with gut feelings. If I have the need to go out and explore the world, I will do so. Regardless if someone is there to enjoy my journey. I was placed on this earth to only please myself, but this doesn't mean I try for others. Ignorance is not bliss, please don't believe it is. I have yet to witness true love, even from others. Getting hurt too many times has pushed me away, which is where I stay. Less chance of getting hurt, so I try my hardest to not get close to anyone. This will also include a few family members. After seeing so many love ones pass on, I being to question just how long my life will go on. Mankind is fragile, we should do our best to take care of what we have now. If you disagree with me, I will tell you just this. "It is your opinion, I have my own. No reason in arguing." But, I love to debate as long as it's a subject I know and comfortable with. Theres a few simple things that bring me happiness; My daughter Cashlynn, without her I wouldn't have a reason to go on. Reading is another, it's a wonderful way to escape the real world, and jump into a new one, so I mostly read fantasy books. Lastly, music; another wonderful way to escape everyday life. The feeling you get when that one song comes on, the chills and goosebumps that music can give you is fantastic. Just the same when theres a song to describe every emotion. Dis-pair, love, happiness, jealousy, hatred, and sadness. Also a great time to think. Try it, pop in your favorite CD, place your headphones on and listen away. You'll find that the best thinking comes when other parts of the brain are being stimulated. As days go by, scars heal and pain vanishes. Only thing to remain is the memories of who, how, and why it all happened in the first place. Live with no regrets, even though it's hard to do. The body is able to heal itself, let it do it's job. Now, I'd like to see you ask about me again.. With love, Cassondra Neier.