Well... I'm not even sure what to say anymore... I mean, every single time adam drinks something bad happens... and I just can't put up with it anymore... I'm sick and tired of him acting like a fucking asshole, then acting like it's ok because he was drunk... why the fuck doesn't he think about me and my feelings before he drinks?? I mean, seriously... why? I'm a good person... I'm a great girlfriend.. I love him to death and treat him as well as i know how... yet still somehow i wind up putting up with this bullshit... And why?!?!? Because he wants to be a shithead and drink... what do you fuckers gain from drinking?? I dont get it. What is so damn cool about drinking that you feel you must drink every fucking chance you get. Holy hell. I am so beyond stressed... so much stupid bullshit going on in my life. I can't keep dealing with stupid shit from people... I mean, Adam really is an amazing boyfriend thats why i put up with the shit i do.. because i do love him, and he normally is an amazing guy... but shit... i can only handle so fucking much, and I'm at my wit's end. I dont know what else to do anymore...
I'm tired, it's late.. i'll deal with this shit another day....
