Gaurdios's blog: "Boredom"

Time fly by nowadays and everyday almost is the same as any other day. People change around me but I stay the same lost in myself. Not sure what to do, or if it even matters if I try anymore. But I still have hope for better times but just not sure when those times will come. Hopefully they come tomorrow or maybe the day after that. There is nothing to gain by feeling down most of the time, or maybe sadness is something to gain? Well hopefully soon enough though I will find something that gives some happiness again. Since feeling down just stats to getting old.

Just doing the same things over and over, just ain't feeling any fun anymore. Just makes me feeling bored but still I continue doing it, because I can't find anything else to do. If I just knew what I wanted to do with my life instead of going from one day to another just waisting my time. All I'm left with is dreams that just seams impossible to ever being able to accomplish. Well maybe because I aim really high in my thoughts of what I really would like to do, and with no real life experience in that field it just feels hopeless. I just hope I can find something that feels important to me soon so life will be more fun.